My Life's Pleasures

Her Bloody Blissful Death Belated.

Blood loss in bathroom sinks

Pain clears the things she thinks

Alcohol in her hands, running through her veins

The only solution to her pains

Content with loneliness 

She sits lost in hopelessness

No one can help her out of this mess

Her parents don't want her around

Her lips can't make a sound

When she accidentally didn't pay attention

To her death, was the only exception

After living a life dull of deception

This was the best bet she was going to get

This is the best thing that could've happened

From everyone else she was so different

The words she heard, she knew what they meant

Wasted, their time on her, was spent

So she wants to run away

Because she doesn't want to any longer see

What destroyed her family

But before her freedom came

She couldn't find the strength

To stall the storm and stop the rain

As the final cut was made 

She felt her life regress from hellish flames to shade

Her anger and hatred faded

Her bloody blissful death belated