The Hardest Descision

Prolouge

                      *Katelyne's Pov*
I kept tossing and turning with old memories coming in and out of my memory. I tried to get out of this nightmare of my past. I then woke up with a gasp. I sat on my bed and I felt tears coming out. I then heard the door open. It was Travis. I swear if that dude is going to try to flirt with me. I will kill him. But all he did was look at me with something I never thought I would see from a man before..... worried just for me. It took me back to my nightmare I started to cry harder. "I'm not here to flirt. That may come as a shock but it's true, I saw you trashing and turning I was going to find some ginger because it soothes people with trouble sleeping I just found some. I came back to see if you were asleep and still looked like you needed it," explained Travis. So, he was only just worried for me? Why does he even care, all he cares about is stupid girls. I do wonder why though because he seems to try so hard which for a normal man they would understand by now I don't date. Until Travis came along. "Travis, why do you keep trying to get to date me but you know I never will ever date you," I questioned. Travis feel silent and looked at the ground as to think of how to answer. I wonder if I hit a sensitive topic, but it doesn't seem like it would be a sensitive topic for him? I wonder if I shouldn't have been so blunt with the question. "I lived alone for many years, and the people in the village I lived near were either too young or too old for me to fall in love with and when I finally got out of the island I'm now desperate for love so I don't feel alone because I don't want to go back at being all alone all I want is to not die alone is that too much to ask," said Travis. I almost forgot how we met Travis. I never really had to feel abandon and alone. I saw Travis starring at the ground and his face was emotionless. "Travis I have no idea what's that's like so I can't help you with that and I'm fine seriously just bad dreams from my past," I said trying to reassure him. He then looked up at me and just stared at me and it looked like he was thinking something. Then he shook his head slightly. "I could help you get rid of those if you want," said Travis. How by flirting with me, but it also shocked me at his offer. What could the harm be in needing a little help. "Sure but how do you know how to get over it," I asked. He then let out a short sigh and slightly shook his head again. "By talking about it and then we will try to work to find the core of the reason why you keep having nightmares about your past," explained Travis sincerely. Wow, maybe he does have some normal person in there. It sort of reminded me of.....Jeffrey. I nodded and I still felt wide awake. "I'm going back to bed but take this it helps me sleep every night but I can do it without it, because I want you to use it I think it will help," said Travis and hand me a cloth. It was just and ordinary cloth and nothing special about it. I looked up about to ask Travis what was so special about it but he was gone. I then layed back down and then fell asleep into a dreamless sleep.