Everything has changed

Everything Has Changed ~ Chapter 4

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Lottie's POV:

I went up to my desk then grabbed my diary. I re-read my entry about Harry.

"Dear Diary, I don't get it. He hates

me. He bullys me, he's the one who causes my scars, he's the one that makes me not want eat. I wish we had a strong friendship, like sometimes in those movies when the boy and the girl are friends and then they fall in love, I mean yes, I did in the past couple of years grew feelings for him but now

I don't know he's a monster. Why can't I be one of them? What did I ever to do them to make them hate me..?"

That's all I have written. I put the diary on my bed then went down stairs to get my laptop. On my way down u heard a knock at the door. I didn't answer it. It's probably just one of those sell men. The I heard multiple knocking and the doorbell ringing.

"OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR! I KNOW YOUR IN THERE LOTTIE!" Oh god. It's Harry! I would like to know now where he got my address. I went down in my basement that's finish, I hid behind a couch hoping that he will finally give up. 

Harry's POV:

 I got mad that she didn't answer, she's probably scared. I unlock the door with a stick that I found. I opened the door seeing the house is dead silent. Maybe she isn't home, but I did here shuffling. The reason why I'm here is because I know she took my journal it makes sense. At my house when I shoved her in to the bookshelf and all the books fell, after when she left I couldn't find it, and at school in my locker I found it. I know I didn't leave it there, and I written all my true feelings for her in that Journal. Why do I bully her? Because ever since the 8th grade all the boys were falling for her, including me. I just wanted her all to myself, then i started to bully her. Now I regret it, all. Why couldn't I just tell her? I don't know because maybe I'm a wimp. But it's to late now.. She would never like me. I went upstairs I finally found her room, wow it's pretty big like mine. I started to look around, I then spotted something on her bed. It was a diary! I opened it up, hey, now we're even. I read all the things and laughed at some parts. Then I flipped to the next page. That was about me........ my eyes filled with tears, I'm the one who causes her to cut? S-she likes me? I heard foot steps coming up the stairs,

Fuck.

Then she walked in. She screamed, "What the hell are you doing here?!" I threw the diary behind me then put my hands in my pockets "Nothing." she has anger in her eyes, I could see it. It was silent for a while "Why did you take my journal? You know there's private stuff in there!"

"Well I don't know, wouldn't it be interesting to read what a bully thinks? And how funny it is that a guy who thinks he's a big shot has a journal!" she said, I gave her a glare and shoved her against the wall. She winced in pain. I let go of her "Sorry.." I said quietly. Then I looked at her arms, seeing scars all over her wrists and up. My eyes filled with tears, I grabbed her arm and just stared. "Y-you did that b-because of m-me?" I asked.

"WELL YEAH?! YOU RUINED MY FUCKING LIFE!" she screamed in my face, letting go of my grip. "I-" "LEAVE MY HOUSE!" "but I-" "GO!" she said pointing to her door. I had no choice, I left her house. With not one word, just tears.

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Poor Harry ): Would you forgive him? WILL SHE forgive him? Comment and vote :) ~Sofz