My Bestfriend is My Soulmate

I'm in Love With You

Evelyn's Point of View

My stomach was in a knot. I was so nervous with what I was about to do. I just had to tell Josh how I felt about him. I take a deep breath and walk out of my room. I walk down stairs and go outside to the back yard to see Josh cutting the grass.

My stomach does a flip when I notice he has no shirt on. I stare at him and that's when he sees me and shuts off the mower. "Hey Evelyn what's up?" I don't answer him as I stare at his abs. "Hello earth to princess Evelyn." He says as I snap out of it.

"Josh I need to tell you something, can we talk in the living room?" I ask looking at the ground. "Sure sugar, what is it you wanna talk about." We get into the living room and he sits on the couch and I sit next to him. "Josh I have been wanting to tell you this since I was ten years old but I didn't know how to."

"Ok what exactly is it that you want to tell me?" He says with a confused look on his face. "Josh I... I love you." I say trembling with nervousness. "Um I love you too.." He says still confused.

"No Josh I love you and I want to be with you, Josh the thing is I'm in love with you and its not the family type love, its the I want to be your only one type of love." I say as the tears start forming in my eyes.

"Oh Evelyn, I understand that you love me but, I'm way to old for you." He says wrapping his arms around me and he kisses my forehead. "Evelyn I love you with all of my heart, and no other girl will come before you, but the thing is we cant be together in that way." He says wiping the tears from my cheeks.

I just ball as he hugs me again and holds me close. I don't know why he won't love me like that. Why cant he see I don't care what others think. All I want is for him to love me like a special someone.

Not like a daughter. I think what it would be like to be married to him, and I forget about it because it would never come true.

He then stands up, and I stand up with him. He puts his hand on my shoulders and bends down to my height. "Evelyn I love you, don't you ever think that I don't love you." He says and he kisses my cheek. and walks back outside to the backyard.

I rub my cheek where he kissed it and stare at the ground as my hot tears blur my vison and fall to the ground. I will get him to be with me one way or another even if it means waiting until I'm twenty years old. all I had to do is wait give more years, since I am sixteen, and he will be mine.