WE never saw THIS coming

Chapter 1: Leaving home

CARMEN'S POV

hey my name's Carmen Dhailey Blake i'm 18 years old i live in Atlanta with both my parents and my brother Dylan whose the last well i hope and there's Kathy who comes after me she's 7 years old and is in grade 2 Dylan is 5 years old he is in grade 0 they both have Brown eyes while mine were kind of grey with a spinch of violet which is weird cos our parents have Brown eyes anyway i had long Brown i had everything a girl would ask for like the perfect body i had the ass the curves and came from a good (rich) family my mom Jessica but people call Jessie Blake my dad Jean (it's pronounced john) works in the music industry and I on the other hand sometime do a bit of modeling though i'm pretty good at it https://Instagram.com/p/BNJShVrg3O9/ my mom is a stylists she's always been careful of what i wear or how i look like and she's doing the same thing to Kathy why is Dylan so lucky!

Anyway i've been giving my parents the silent treatment two days ago when i came back from school to find both mom and dad at home with Dylan and khaty playing i gave them a weird look greeting them '' hey? '' throwing my bag down on the floor and sat criss cross on the couch earning a stare from my mom i just ignored her took out my iPhone and checked up insta '' ok now that you're all here me and your mother have something to tell you guys '' dad said laying a hand on mom's knee and pressing on it in a gently way as if saying '' go on '' and she smiled softly at him letting a breath out before speaking '' um yeah so your dad's company are moving to Atlanta for a few years'' '' so? " i asked like what in the hell does that had to do with us '' so we'll be moving out! '' she said clapping her hands all excited while Dylan and Kathy jumped happily around screaming i just stared blankly at my parents not believing what i just heard my mom looked my way her smile instantly fading away '' aren't you happy sweetheart? '' mom asked me '' first of all don't ever call me sweetheart  again we both know you never call me that and secondly you just said that cos you know I'm not okay with what you said '' i spit out not caring about the tone i used to her my mom is pretty strict but her strictness never gets to me so... but my dad quickly got in defending her '' well we don't won't your opinion at least be happy for me '' he said '' well dad congratulation i officially don't care '' i replied crossing my arms with a smirk on the corner of my mouth ''well you know what we don't even care ok if you want don't come with us it'll be a pleasure getting you out of our sight all you DO i get problems and US resolving them for you well let me tell you something i would give everything i OWN just to get you out of our life we'll start over again with your brother and sister! '' he shouted at my face i looked a him refusing to believe what just happened my dad is the nicest person on earth his never shouted at me, ground me, he's always messing around with us i've never seen him like this before and his words they keep running through my head I can't get them out '' get you out of our life...it'll be a pleasure...a ...pleasure '' how can he say that i never thought words could hurt this much dad was breathing heavenly as he calmed down my eyes started getting teary and oops a tear slipped down my face and dad's eyes got wide at his saw the scene and realized what he has just done i quickly got up making my way to the stairs quick walking then walked down the hall making a turn then another turn and entering my room closing the door behind me not forgetting to add the lock i let myself fall on the king bed staring at the ceiling thinking about what happened does he really feel that towards me? surely since it's the truth my own parents don't want me anymore... and before i knew it i was crying tears slipped down my face not stopping. I felt my blood boiling inside I felt so angry and devastated I'm not the type who cry but right now I felt so harmless forgetting my bad personality "Carmen open the door please" I heard my mom say but hearing her voice just made me more sad  making me throw the vase that was on my bed side table and threw it on the floor watching the case break into pieces I fell to my knees on the broken pieces at the sight of it some hurting me cos I actually felt like that "honey he didn't mean what he said please open the door" my mom said again I stood up walking to my bathroom locking myself I got in the hot tub and opened the sink letting the tub fill of hot water making my body relax slightly I closed my eyes wanting nothing else than to scream cos of the hot water but shut up I heard more knocks on the door coming from my room...now that my mom decided to give up I stood up my clothes soaking wet and stripped out of them getting my towel from the towel hanger and replacing it with a new one I unlocked the bathroom door and made my way to my walk in closet going to my pajama part and took out a short with its matching t-shirt and some undies and a spencer then got dressed tying my hair in a messy bun and checked my phone it was 2am the house was calm so guessed they all went to sleep unlocking my door and checking in the dark hallways for any signs, nope no one in sight  I walked quietly downstairs heading to the studio yeah we have a studio in our house, a theater room for movies, game room <<the man who fucked my mom accidentally so she could have me the cursed daughter he never wanted>> I know GREAT name right? Anyway he is thinking of adding a spa part we live in a mansion we also got a tennis court and a meadow.
So as I was saying i made my way to the studio passing in the kitchen to grab I kit-kat bar and went downstairs I pushed the door to the studio open to find my dad playing the piano I glared at him cos that's what I came for he looked back at me with sadness in his eyes "honey what are you doing her at this time" he asked being careful at first I didn't reply and made my way to the other piano opposite of him so we were kind of facing each other it's not because he was here I was going to go no way in hell am I letting him think he really got me I sat down and started playing on my emotions in the song I played "look Carmen I'm sorry" he said  and I said nothing playing my song "I shouldn't have said that even if I was mad" he sighed and got no reply from me  "baby please just listen to me" he said "Carmen-" but got cut of by me "will you let me play my song already" I said annoyed  as fuck "honey I just want to explain why I said what I said I'm sorry honey" he said his voice low "and I don't fucking care about what you have to say" I said playing another song he stood up coming to my side touching my arm which I flinched to and saw the hurt in his eyes "Camry boo " he started and I frozen in my place that's the nickname he gave to me when I was small and I loved that name like so much because me and him had a great relationship father and daughter when yo mom says A I say Z but if he says A I won't reply to him and do what he wants me to do...he touched my arm again this time I let him "I'm so sorry you know your my favorite child I love you so much I just don't know what pushed me to say that too you I just wanted you to understand and not hurt you but I think I did the opposite seeing you cry like that was my worst nightmare I'm so sorry baby" he said now letting a tear slip it broke my heart seeing him cry too cos we both never cry like that you know it's rare I hugged him standing up he hugged back tightly "did you really mean what you said daddy" I asked crying again in his arms "no! Of course not even if you don't behave really good these past years that never crossed my mind  never!" He said smoothening my hair "I'm sorry" I said cracking and crying hard "shh don't be I'm the one who's sorry" he said "I forgive you and I understand" he picked me up bride style and I put my arms around him snuggling more in his chest my eyes slowly closing we made our way upstairs to my room I was sleeping by then when I heard him open a door must be the one to my room I thought then felt myself placed on my bed and got tucked in I made myself comfy snuggling in my pillow he kissed my forehead "I love you Carmen" he said "I love you too dad" I said really falling to sleep now.