how could some one that the dark lord values so much be so utterly uselss... what the hell was i going to do. i only had two weeks and until i had to descide whether to be a death eater or be killed...
would i be considered a deatheater? im not a witch so... whatever it doesnt matter.
why does the dark lord want me so bad anyways... oh yeah ancient powerful being and all. why me though. i wasnt the only one that he could have picked. the forest had the village i came from that had all of them in it.
i wasnt the only power in the world either. my village wasnt the only village. i surely wasnt as powerful as some of the others in the village. they had training. i was locked away in a cave. sure i know what im doing now but he doesnt know that. for all he knows i could be the most unstable creature in the whole wizarding world.
in fact i was pretty unstable... i killed so many on accident. what would happen if i really wanted to hurt some one.. yeah i know what would happen. they wouldnt stand a chance. thats why he wants me. he knows im unstable. he wants to use that doesnt he.
how did he even find out about me though. no one knows we are still here. even the ministry doesnt know about us. good thing though since wed all be killed. dumb ass ministry. always so fucking scared. guess what fudge youre not theh most powerful being in the world anymore. stupid ignorant wizards thinking nothing can harm them.
speaking of ignorant wizards. i wonder what severus is doing now. i havent heard him in a while. granted he is fairly quiet but never silent.
for the short amount of time that ive known severus hes not usually one to be silent. which is weird since he loves his peace and quiet.
severus snape is a very strange being.
i looked at the door just when some one began knocking very loud and rapidly.
well i wonder who that could be. as if i didnt already know. its not like ive visitors. or friends. or family. or anyone for that matter.
"what do you want severus." i yelled not moving.
he just kept knocking. as if it could be that important.
"go away severus. there is no point in you being here. you already said you dont care what happens to me." i yelled very annoyed at this point.
he kept knocking. but more loudly this time.
"ugh fine severus hang on." i sighed giving up and getting up.
i opened the door to a very annoyed looking severus snape.
"yes severus."
"come with me."
" thats not how this is going to work severus. youre not going to yell at me and then come to my room and tell me what to do. you may scare every one else in this damn school with your attitude but you dont scare me. now you can tell me what this is about and i may think about going with you but im not just leaving with you."
"you insolent little brat. i come here to help you and you......"
"HELP ME." i laughed "you dont want to help me!! youve already said you could care less if i died. why the fuck do you care now?!?! did master have some thing to say to you hmmm severus...."
"ENOUGH" he yelled. " i came here to help you and you dont even care or understand whats going to happen to you if you choose to not go with the dark lord."
"oh as if you do! why are you even here. how are you suppose to help me. why do you want to help me. you make no sense severus. do you hate me or not."
"Yes ariella i hate you but that doesnt mean i want to see you dead."
" he cant kill me severus..."
"you think he doesnt know that!? hes the most power dark wizard in the world ariella hes not stupid.'
"if he cant kill me what else could he do to me?"
"youve no idea what the dark lord is capable of."
"and you do?"
"are you going to let me help you or not."
"how can you help me?"
"yes or no."
"i guess i have to. i dont really have a choice anymore do i."
"no."
