Eren X Suicidal! Reader

I'm so, so sorry...

(A/N: Warning! This may be triggering to others.)
You glanced at your watch. 3:15. Perfect timing. Eren usually gets back then. No, it to the case where it work or school, he always goes with his sister, Mikasa, to work. He doesn't work, only Mikasa. He only went because
1. Mikasa would NOT agree to let him be alone in the house (being the overprotective sister she is)
And
2. He got bored anyway.
You smiled as you grabbed your (favourite colour) coat and put it on, grabbing your phone as well. You usually go to his house when he gets back, but you were going there today for a special reason, an awesome reason. You haven't attempted to cut for 6 days straight. Yes, you were suicidal. It all started when your grandma had died 4 years ago, your brother had...let's just say is living in a mental asylum. And your parents? They didn't want you. They literally just gave you to your grandma and LEFT , you knew that you were hated, you didn't need to be reminded. Oh, and if your wondering about your grandad, you don't have one. Simple as that. Anyway, Eren and Mikasa's house was only about 4 blocks away. You got on your (favourite colour/s) bike and started pedaling.
*Time Skip To 20 Minutes Later, When You Got There.*

~Eren's POV~
(I'm really sorry if your name is Anna, you can pretend it's not if you want! :
Mikasa brought a student home to tutor, she had brown hair and green eyes, she was called Anna. "Omg Mikasa! Is this the brother you were talking about?! He's so cute!" She kept saying. Jeez, she isn't one to hide her feelings... I thought. I wonder how (Name) is doing...God, it's horrible not being with her, she's amazing, beautiful, kind and smart, my deal dream girl. I just wish she wasn't suicidal, I don't blame her, obviously. People would probably do that if they went through what (Name's) went through. I just don't think cutting I the answer. "Eren? Ereeeeen?!" I heard Mikasa yell from the other room. "What?" I answer. "Can you stay in the living room with Anna until I get back? I forgot to get tea on the way back, I'll probably just get takeout for now." Mikasa said. "Sure Mika" I said, chuckling as I know Mikasa hates that nickname. "Oh shut up" Mikasa giggled. As soon as she left, Anna has been all over me, it's torture! "Hey Eren! You know, your cute! I mean, c'mon, you aren't a fuckboy?!" Anna asked me. This girl is just...ugh. I sigh. "No, Anna, I'm not a 'Fuckboy'!" I shouted back. "Yay! That means I can go up with you! Correct?!" She says excitedly. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER?! "No, I'm perfectly happy it MY awesome GIRLFRIEND I HA-" Anna didn't let me finish, she kissed me, on the lips. I scrambled to get her off of me. I didn't like her, (Name's) the one for me.
~Readers POV~
As I unlocked the door, I saw Eren. I smiled brightly, knowing he's safe. But then, I saw a girl...she was...K-kissing Eren?! This can't be happening. "E-Eren?!" I shout, trying to get his attention. He turned around, and his eyes went as big as saucers. He chucked the girl off him and said "(NAME) I KNOW THIS LOOKS WIERD, IT IS NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE I SWEAR, ASK MIKASA!!!" He yelled. But I didn't want any of it. I got on my bike and peddled as fast as I could to get home. When I got in, I slammed the front door shut and dropped my coat on the floor. I ran in the kitchen and grabbed th sharpest knife I could find. The Kitchen Knife... I thought. I grabbed it and headed straight for my room. I pulled up th sleeves of my (favourite colour) jumper. I cut. Slightly, as not to draw much blood yet. I whimpered the touch. I couldn't help myself. I actually carved one single word onto the back of my hand, it read 'Useless' . Who can blame me? I was writing the truth. I was labelling myself of what I am. Useless. Even Eren didn't want me anymore. This isn't like him...He..have I gone too far? No...I..I should of let him explain..to late now. I jumped and dropped the knife onto the floor. I heard thumping. 'THUMP...THUMP...THUMP...THUMP...THUMP...THUMP...THUMP...' Someone was coming up the stairs. I heard a male voice, Eren's. "(Name) , please let me in, I'll explain everything! Just don't hurt yourself!" He said, practically begging. I said nothing. "(Name)? Please...I'll...I'll find a w-way In If you don't open the door..." He said, mumbling at the end. I stumbled over and clumsily opened the door. He ran in, instantly looking at my hand. "(N...name) I...I didn't...I would never, ever cheat on you, your one of a kind...That girl, Anna, she...she...I..." He couldn't find the words. "Never ch-cheat on m-me, huh? Then why we're you kissing that g-girl?!..." I shouted, weak from the cuts. "Look, Anna literally jumped on me and kissed me...I was in the middle of explaining that I was very happy in my current relationship! I swear! I didn't get to finish, because, as I said before, she just KISSED ME, I was trying to get her off me, when you came in, it distracted her so I could push her off! Ask Mikasa!" Eren said. "Ok, fine, I'll call Mikasa then. Please, step outside." I tried to say, without bursting into tears. Eren nodded and closed the door, not fully, but only a little bit. 'BEEP, BEEP, BEEP' . "Hello? Who is this?" Mikasa asked. "H-hi Mikasa, it's (Name)..um, do you know anything about this 'Anna' g-girl?" I ask. "(Name)? Are you ok? You sound sad...er, anyway, yes, Anna is one of my students, why?" She asked. "Uh..well, I saw Eren kissing he says she came onto him..but I don't know.." I say. "Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry! I completely forgot she has the hots for Eren! Look, if I were you, I would belive Eren. Because I know Anna has too much of an outgoing personality, so yes, she would do something like this...I'm so sorry!" Mikasa said. "it's fine, but, um, Eren wouldn't do this right? You completely sure he's being honest?" I ask. "100% Positive" she said. "Ok, well, thanks Mika, see you soon I guess!" I say. "Bye!" I hang up. I knew it. This was not like Eren...its my fault I'm in this state to be go with...Eren was the real victim here...I...he probably won't even look at me...I overrated..."uh...Eren, y-you can come in now.." I say. "O-okay" He says as he shyly opens the door. We stood there for a few seconds in uncomfortable silence. Eren came up and hugged me softly, trying not to make my cuts worse. "E-Eren...I...I overreacted, I'm so, so sorry...This as all my fau-" I get cut off. "No! This was my fault! I...I should be saying sorry, so,...sorry, (name)." We cuddle for a while. "Hey, um...why did you come to my house anyway?" Eren asked, curious. "Oh..oh" My face flushed with embarrassment. "I was going to tell you...That, apart from earlier I hadn't cut for 6 days straight..." I mumble. "That's great, baby! I'm really proud of you!" Eren says with a bright smile on his face. "Now, let's go get those cuts cleaned up, shall we?" He says. I giggle. "We shall" I laugh. He picks me up bridal style and brings me to the bathroom. "I love you, (name) and don't ever forget that" Eren says. "Hm, I love you too, Mr Jeager-Bombastic!" I laugh really hard, I almost snort! Eren giggles and we head off the the bathroom.
~Eren's POV~
How did I deserve this girl?.

THE END

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Hi guys! I hope you like this, I got in sired after reading a Levi X Suicidal! Reader. Anyway, enjoy! Have a nice day. ♥♥Ily♡♡