I dont see it anymore. I dont feel it anymore. Its gone. Ive lost it... The will to live. Im done. Hi, my name is Adrienne Bennett and have depression. For 13 years i was abused verbally and physically by my Mother and Step-Dad and today is the day it all ends. I never understood why everyone hated me so much, But maybe i do because now.. I hate me too.
I grab my phone off the bathroom vanity and log into twiiter, Click Compose Tweet and start to type. " @HarryStyles: Dear Harry, I know i have never met you and you probably will see this tweet and think im just a rad=ndom fangirl. but today is the day i am going to end my life. I am done for. Worthless, Useless and Ugly. DONE. I love you heaps and hope you have a great life. Xo Adrienne"
I grab the knife and bottle of pills that lay next to me.
He wont see this.. I think ti myself. I dont matter at all. "BEEP BEEP" My phone beeps signalling i have a new tweet.. FROM HARRY STYLES.
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I know its short. SORRY! Its just a starter chapter to see if i should update more.. Please comment whether you like it so far or not :)
