MELANIE MARTINEZ LYRICS
"Pity Party"
Did my invitations disappear?
Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel betterMaybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever[2x]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flamesMaybe if I knew all of them well
I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me
Maybe if I casted out a spell
Or told them decorations were in pastel ribbonsMaybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever[2x]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flamesI'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to[2x]
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flamesIt's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
(16)
It was my 16th birthday party and I invited everyone that I knew to come.
I planned everything perfectly. I got the cake and ice cream and even the DJ.
The guests were supposed to arrive at 5:00pm...it was 6:00pm. No one was gonna show up.I sat in my living room and cried.
"I'm sorry Hun..." My mom said trying to show sympathy.
"It's ok mom..." I sniffled.
I heard a knock at the door and my mom opened it.
Niall's POV
"Oh Hi Niall..."
"Hi is Y/n home? I brought her a birthday present"
I said,holding out a perfectly wrapped gift.
"Yeah um Niall..y/n is here but I don't think she's in the mood." Her mom said.
"Why? What happened?" I asked her.
"She planned this great party for herself and invited everybody who was anybody...and nobody showed up" she said.
"That's terrible...can I try and cheer her up?" I asked her.
"Sure." Her mom said.
I walked in the door and went into the living room and saw y/n laying there crying on the couch.
"Hey y/n..." I said.
"Hey Ni..." She sniffled.
"Come here" I said pulling her in my lap.She buried her head in my chest and cried.
"I worked so hard for this" she cried, but it was muffled by my shirt.
"I know babe. I know" I said.
My poor baby. I've always wanted to tell her how I feel but I don't want to ruin anything between us.
But...she's so miserable...
"Y/n?" I asked her.
"Yeah?" She sniffled.
"I-I love you..."I told her.
"I...I love you too Niall"
"No like I Really Love you. Not like a best friend" I told her.
"I know that's why I said 'I love you' back" she said,once again muffled.
After about an hour of rocking her back and fourth,she fell asleep. I looked down at her face and she had dried tear stains on her cheeks. I kissed her forehead and tried to put her down so I could go home and my mum wouldn't be worried.
But when I tried to put her down,she clutched my shirt and held on for dear life.
Y/N's mom came in.
"Niall I called your mum and told her what happened. She said you can stay." She said.
"Good because I don't think she would let me leave" I said,motioning to the clutching girl on my shirt.
I lied down on the couch and put y/n on my chest.
She'll be ok.