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Without him
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Slenderman
Once I left the Slender mansion it was already dark and it was terrifying in the dark. Within a few minute of walking I her while to heard someone else's foot steps. 'Shit', I thought before hiding behind a bush. Not too long after the girl that Slendy was cheating on me with walked past crying and talking to herself. "Hey! You're lost too?", I yelled out and stepped from behind the bush. The girl turned around quickly, "Oh, you scared me. Oh and I'm so sorry about what happened I didn't know, I promise", she said. "It's alright, it's not like it's your fault. We were both victims", I said, walking beside her. "Yeah. My name's angelica", she said. "(Y/N)", I responded.
After that night we've been friends. Angelica came over my house that night to have a movie marathon. We both got our hearts broken that night and girls have to stay together. From that day forward she'd come over my house or I would go over her house and we would have a sleepover. I never really gotten a chance to do these kind of things because it require a friend to so that, so I kind of enjoyed myself. Even though Angelica was there for me and there was someone I could talk to, I was still depressed about not being with Slenderman, but that was his choice, not mine.
'Oh god', I thought as another memory of Splenderman on top of another girl, ran through my mind. I've been seeing the same vision since that day. It's been hell trying to forget it and the dark thoughts in my head didn't help with my sanity either. 'He never even loved you', 'he was just using you', 'you're not pretty enough to be with him', 'you're not good enough to be with him anyways', all of these terrible thoughts, and more, was running through my head every day all day.
I haven't gotten a good night sleep because of all of the memories and the thoughts that's been going through my head. I tried everything to get my mind off of everything: music at max volume, drawing, reading, even watch tv. Nothing in the world was working out for me. Why is the world so cruel, why is people so cruel, why am I not good enough, why can't I do anything right. The thoughts were coming back again and I don't know how much more I can take of this.
Once I left the Slender mansion it was already dark and it was terrifying in the dark. Within a few minute of walking I her while to heard someone else's foot steps. 'Shit', I thought before hiding behind a bush. Not too long after the girl that Slendy was cheating on me with walked past crying and talking to herself. "Hey! You're lost too?", I yelled out and stepped from behind the bush. The girl turned around quickly, "Oh, you scared me. Oh and I'm so sorry about what happened I didn't know, I promise", she said. "It's alright, it's not like it's your fault. We were both victims", I said, walking beside her. "Yeah. My name's angelica", she said. "(Y/N)", I responded.
After that night we've been friends. Angelica came over my house that night to have a movie marathon. We both got our hearts broken that night and girls have to stay together. From that day forward she'd come over my house or I would go over her house and we would have a sleepover. I never really gotten a chance to do these kind of things because it require a friend to so that, so I kind of enjoyed myself. Even though Angelica was there for me and there was someone I could talk to, I was still depressed about not being with Slenderman, but that was his choice, not mine.
