Starting over again

Starting over

Edit: Wow this story is so old it may be bad but don't worry editing is coming soon -Atoka

Zimoku P.O.V

"Zimoku? Are you awake someone said as they walked into my room I turned my back over to get a glimpse of who it was and it was mom she had her brown hair up into a bun. I groaned because this had to be something important otherwise she wouldn't dare try to mess with me while I was sleeping so let's get on with this so I CAN GO BACK TO SLEEP but first let me say some words to mom. "Mom" I said as I cleared my throat to prepare myself for some serious yelling. "I love you dearly but WHY THE heck are you waking me up on a SATURDAY I MEAN I HAVE BEEN WORKING MY BUTT OF DOING LAUNDRY, DISHES, AND NOT TO MENTION BABYSITTING FOR OUR NEXT DOOR NEIGHBORS" I said now calming down a little bit maybe I was too rough on her but I'm really ill and tired I need my sleep.

Calming down a little bit maybe I was too rough on her but I'm really ill and tired I need my sleep.

She looked at me not surprised that I would say such a thing, "Honey I know your tired but what I am about to tell you is very important and you need to listen for once to me this time because this is REALLY IMPORTANT" Mom said as she sat down on my bed. I looked at her waiting to hear the really bad news she was about to tell me. I looked at her dead straight in the eye and when she averted her eye contact I knew this was probably serious because whenever we talk I always notice that she looks at me with her big blue eyes...l otherwise known as eye contact but this..................this is different something seriously is going on here. "Zim.........It's time we talk about High school" she said then took a deep breath. Did she just say h-hi-high- SC- School? I looked up at her surprised and shocked and fear. She took another deep breath then finally looked up at me "Zimoku it's time for this you can't keep avoiding this you have to have an education otherwise you will have no life at all and will not get into college and I love you I seriously do but I just think this will be the best for you so please do this for me" Mom said with pleading eyes.

 My mind was racing with different thoughts but this one thought caught my attention, my last time going to school, oh how that was an embarrassing and humiliating day for me and the day my best friend betrayed me that was the day I decided to stop going to school. Gosh it has been 2 years then but it seems like yesterday it happened just even having to think about it makes me want to cry.

❇Flashback❇

"Zimoku" Someone said as they ran behind me to talk to me. I turned around and saw hashikik my best friend (or so I thought) "Happy birthday Zimoku" Hashikiki said as she pulled something out from behind her back. I smiled at her revealing my braces because she baked me a cupcake with pink frosting and sprinkles. "I love it thank you" I said as I reached for the cupcake to eat it. I opened my mouth then took a bite out of it. To be honest I thought it tasted stale but I just smiled and ate it "So what do you think?" She asked hoping for a good answer.

I looked in her eyes and I just didn't want her to be embarrassed next time so I think I need to tell her the truth. "Honestly Hash it tastes stale and I am not saying that just to be mean I just don't want you to embarrass yourself next time so take my advice and add some sugar and make sure you have on for at least 24 minutes" I said. I think that came out to harsh but she really needs to know so next time she won't embarrass herself. 

She frowned then humped in frustration I could tell that was no the response she was hoping for but hey she as known me ever since preschool so by now she should be used to this attitude. "You really know how to bring someone's day down." She said as she flattened her skirt out. I just smiled knowing that she was just kidding, but her looks told me wrong. "Hash you know I want the best for you that's all" I said as I put my brown hair up into a ponytail. "I know but I worked on this all night just for you and it really hurts my feelings when you said that you don't like it" she said as she looked hurt. Wow I didn't know she really cared about this little cupcake............ "Sorry.............but it's the truth you need to start taking cooking classes or else your cooking will get bad and more bad" I said now throwing her cupcake in the trash.

She gasped at me with her hands covering her mouth. Oh no what did I just do I have been acting like a jerk lately mostly because I have been invited to sit at the popular people's table ever day because they love my fashion, style, and attitude. But spending more time with them always doesn't make room for me and my Hash so I have become for distant from her and completely forgot how sensitive she as about how people talk about her. "Hash I didn't mean t-" I was cut off when she put up her hand up to stop me from talking to me. "Don't explain I already now know how much of A BIG JERK YOU ARE you never ever spend time with me anymore so don't tell me how sorry you because I know you are NOT SORRY AND HERE IS SOMETHING TO pay for that" she said looking angry I have never seen her look this angry before the only time she gets angry is when her favorite anime show has a cliff hanger. She grabbed my wrist then threw me into the fountain that we were standing near.

I could tell all eyes were on us and everybody had their mouth opened in shock, the poplars were even shocked knowing them I thought they would do something right now but no they just started laughing their heads off. I felt hurt when they did, "Ever since you have been with them" She said nodding her head to the popular. "I have wanted to do that ever since we entered middle school I have always wanted to do that. I despise you with everything I have, you make me sick and from now on I don't ever want you to be my friend ever again it's over with our friendship" She said as she took her friendship bracelet I got her for her birthday. I watched her go by the popular people then started talking to them. I watched her laugh then glanced at me then even laughed harder along with them.

The rest of the day went on and I was by myself all alone. By the time the last period ended I ran to my locker then grabbed my stuff real quick. Once I closed my locker I saw a paper that caught my attention it said: DON'T EVER SHOW YOUR STUPID FACE HERE EVER AGAIN OR YOU WILL REGRET IT. YOUR FRIEND OOOPS I MEAN EX FRIEND... Hashikiki and the others.

Tears started rolling down my checks and I started to run to my house not even bothering to ride the bus like I usually do but not today and I never want to go back ever again

✨🌠end of flashback

I looked up at mom then at my hands then whispered softly "do I really have to go" I said. She sighed then looked at me "Can you please do this for me" she said. I knew I had to mostly because I didn't want mom to be sad and give me that regret look. "I guess I could try" I said now mumbling under my breath. She smiled then said "Tomorrow is when you start you will get your uniform next week" she said as she exited my room. I just laid my face down on my pillow burying my face and pillow in tears I am so scared.

A/N: so tell me how you think is it good comment if you wish and vote if you like oh and todays animal in giving out is..........🐬 dolphin- Atoka