Inner Demons

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Uh, what is a demon?
A whoremonger, a drug dealer, or is it the urge of feenin
For toxic chemicals, materials or our sinful ways
Lord knows these days get shorter and shorter
Longer with pain, loss, agony, and hunger
I get lazy and refuse to pray before I slumber and sleep
If I die before I wake, I pray the Lord my soul take

The chemicals in my brain have become unbalanced
Suicide plagues my mind, blackened, it's like pain chips away at fractions
Of my sanity out of existence, weakened resistance
Friendships are way too short and far too inconsistent

A good woman is one of things I ask for
A woman who will love me through my struggles, even if I became poor
Understand, that I'm not a financial aid plan
I'll love, support, adore, and cherish you girl
I'm your biggest fan, forever

My people you are kings and queens
Somewhere down the line, a demon was granted access to our crowns
And intervened
Cut us so deep that we began to bleed
I can hear the spirits of my ancestors scream
In my earlier days of youth I used to dream.......

About events inside the Bible
Whats is life to a man, fascinated by pulling the trigger on a rifle?
A book full alot of things I still dont understand
Is that my fault from lack of study, or just apart of His plan?
Jesus if you can hear me, hold out your hand
Forgive me for my sinful thoughts, give me another chance
Cause the devil has a thing, for us naturally born rebels
Using our genetic makeup to his advantage
I can smell my inner demons, this foul air I can't stand it

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