Tears

--- Fragmented Emotions ---

"I stopped feeling emotions... Stopped caring... It feels as if all the balloons holding up the weight of life have popped... The feelings around me are turning on me... Forcing in the walls of concrete depression... Stabbing me from all directions with the blades of reality... Torturing me with their instruments of pain... I feel as if the road of happiness is filled with potholes, and my only drive towards that road is broke and pending repairs... It's hard to keep on going when your body wants to give up and just run away... Run away like it always has... Bottled up... My emotions are cold... And dry... They bleedout... Full of cold metal bullet wounds, fired from the gun known as de-stability... They tear up... Full of the truths that lingered in the heart of darkness itself... Day after day... I miss the feeling of sincerity... Day after day... I miss the feeling of love... Returning to a stage of grief... As I have done over and over... The only effects I have left is from letting others be infected by my pain I have left behind me... And by my tears I have left in the pillow that I rest on too prepare for the pain that waits for me on the highway to tomorrow... I'm starting to see that my crying is meaningless... As is my presence... As I keep Forgetting everything important, I gaze in the eyes of darkness and ask it to take me... For by day... I am the short childish energy drink you know and love... And by night... The broken down tears of a broken dream... Long forgotten and unloved..."
~The Only...