The Perfect Family

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The family portrait hanging on the wall

Does not tell our true story at all

Big smiles, Dads' arms on Mama

Within us is our secret, that we all hold of chaos, trauma

Be a good girl they say, Hold your brother in the night and help him pray

And Stay... With your little sister and teach her things of the Bible

Be her role model... Be her idol

But I'm human too, I get scared of the night

I want to be held and hugged so tight

Cause this world is not a safe place,

Home is not the best place

As my siblings gather at the staircase, to wait for my mom to come home

Daddy isn't coming home

Days and Hours at work are long

Mama stays strong...toughened

By the scars of  the past

She casts her purse to the side, covers her eyes and cries

Why?

I ask

Why?

I don't know either

But I'll try to be a good girl

Put my hair up in tight curls ,

I'll have a necklace of white pearls

I'll strut down the the aisle of with my head held up high

I'll try... To be that Paediatrician I've always wanted to be

My ambition

The key...

My childhood wasn't perfect

I'm not saying it wasn't worth it

But when I'm grown

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