She wanted to cry , she wanted to scream and shout all the weakness inside her body but she couldn’t , everytime she convince herself that she forgot , that she forgot him , he talked to her , and ALL the emotions that she pretended to bury it , he dig her heart and he brings out everything in her . In fact he was her weakness , by the time she couldn’t help but accept that bitter fact , and decided for the first time to really move on .
She tried to change but everytime she failed , she didn’t give up she instead found her strength in everytime she fell down , nobody was with her , she had no friends , no family , she was alone but not lonely because she learned how to live ALONE so many years .
She deleted everything that reminds her his name , and she found herself empty handed , everything was about him , he was the center of her life .
She cried her eyes out , yes for the first time after his betrayal , all the memories marched in front of her worn out eyes , she couldn’t help but to cry even more until there were no more tears .
She made sure to never cry about it one more time .
She went back to her usual life , going to college , sitting in the corner alone , reading some funny texts to make her self laugh , HER LIFE WAS PRETTY FUNNY .
