the choice

chapter twenty one

Many time I failed ..

I hope na hindi ako iwanen ni Oliver kc mahal na mahal ko sya . Pero wait , hindi naman ako puede mag mahal nang todo para masaktan lng .. Kc meron akong saket sa puso ..

Ano na ang gagawen ko ? :|

Listen to this song : yakap by charice

Eto na naman ang bestfriend ko oh .. si Kevin grabe ang sweet nya kc palage nandyan kung kelan ako sad .. Thank you Kevin

this is my face : =")

Conversation with bestfriend :

Bes kevin : " hey bes , eto na oh , ang sarap diba ? "

Amber : " thanks bes . Ang sarap nang cake *^* "

Bes : " your my best love my bestfriend , my bunso "

Amber : " SALAMAT BESTFRIEND "

Bes : " wag nang ganyanan .. magiging pop corn na tayo bestfriend "

Amber : " haha . Okey lng .. bestfriends tayo eh :") "

Grabe si bestfriend , i am so BLESS to have him . He is my pop corn , my body guard , my everything :)) pero kuya ko lng yan si Kevin Jake (:

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Inatake na naman ako sa puso ko ..

Hospital na naman .. Wow , ganda nang birthday gift ko ..

Everyone said to me : " KAYA MO YAN "

MY BESTFRIEND SAID : " WAG MO AKONG IIWANIN BES .. HINDI KO MAKAKAYA KUNG WALA KA ."

OLIVER : " PLEASE FORGIVE ME .. PLEASE STAY WITH ME .. ILOVEYOU .. MAHAL KITA "

ayan ang panget no ?

Eun feeling na .. Baka mahimatay ako dito ngaun sa hospital ..

Lord be with me now .

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Surgery moment .

Pinatulog ako

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after 7 hours ..

Mama went to the room at sabi ko sa kanya : " sino ka ? Doctorrrr ! "

The doctor said that wala na akong maalala masyado .. Parang amnesia .. at babalik daw pag kaya na nang brain ko ..

I shout : " ayaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw ko naaaaaaaaaaaaaa . Tamanaaaaaaaaaa . I want a NORMAL LIFE "

EVERYONE CRIED TOO MUCH ..

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Pinuntahan ako ni dad at sabe nya :

" Kayanin mo yan anack hindi ko kaya mawala ka din .. After your lil sis .. Please stay with us .. Hindi ko makakaya to .. Ang saket isipen na mawawala ka .. "

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This is not what i want .. I want a simple life .. Why ?

Because I can't handle anything anymore .

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Naging okey na ako after 2 days . Nasa bahay na ako ..

And i learned this :

" Life is like a camera , focus on what's important , capture the good times , develop from the negatives and if things don't work out take another shot "