I'm tired of people
These fake people,
These lazy people
These worldly people.
I'm tired of life
This crazy life,
This hectic life
This sinful life.
I'm tired of all this stress
Lord help me through this test,
I kill myself today
For in him i will stay.
This soul-ly passion go away
Lord send my purpose this way,
Lord please stop babying me
I need a disaster to wake me.
Open my eyes
For years I've worn this disguise,
I am a Drinker,
I am a Curser,
I am a Defiler,
I am a Sinner,
But Christian in their eyes.
I'm I faking this Christian rep
Please Lord awaken me in death,
For I kill myself today
In you Lord I will stay.
This death of me be not worldly
I die soul-ly,
My will be gone
My passion be gone,
My life be gone
To You God I surrender it all.