Joy ride

Chapter 37

|Myla|

"WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!" I heard a loud female voice yelling.

"Baybeh chill it's not even like dat ma" I then heard August voice and I sat up opening my eyes.

There stood Brooke she looked as if she just came in. I looked down to see a blanket wrapped around my naked body and then I immediately started to remember what happened. Me and August had drunk sex lastnight.

"You stupid slutty bitch" she said to me through gritted teeth.

"Slut? Girl bye! It takes 2 people to get in bed and get things popping" I said looking back and forth between her and August.

"You just gon stand there? Are you fucking kidding me right now August?" She said glaring at him.

"Baybeh I don't want ha, it was a accident just let me expl-"

"NO!" She yelled as tears came down her face. "YOU need to leave!" She said turning her attention back to me.

"I'll go whenever I wanna go" I said folding my arms

"Tell her August!" She yelled again.

"you got one more time to get loud again and I promise you Ima beat cho ass bitch" I said looking at her.

"Tell ha what ma?" He asked stepping closer to her

"No! Don't come any closer to me you nasty fuck! Tell her she needs to go now!!" She demanded.

August hesitated but looked over at me. "Myla bounce." He said showing no emotion.

"Excuse me?" I asked

"You heard him , leave!" Brooke spoke up.

I laughed and shook my head. "August tell me you don't love me" I said

"Come on Myla don't start this just go man" he said

"Look me in my eyes and Tell me you don't love  me August and I promise I'll leave you alone for the rest of your life"

August sat quiet not saying anything.

"Exactly, now bitch YOU do the math" I said to Brooke, getting out of his bed and goin into the bathroom to change into my clothes.

When I came out August was on the bed with his hands in his head and Brooke was standing in front of him with her arms crossed.

"Have a nice life August." I said as I grabbed my things walking out of his room without looking back.

Words can't even explain how dumb I feel right now. I feel so disrespected and trashy. It seems as if I went from being his everything to looking like his side chick in a blink of an eye. I slammed his door shut and started to walk along the long road I had to walk through to get home. Feeling the little hairs on my arms rise up as the cool morning breeze whispered at my skin I quickly walked.

Lastnight I rode to the club with chandra in her car and left mine parked out front of my house. Good thing I have my house keys for when I get home, I thought while still walking quickly.

20 minutes later I made it to my condo. I sighed in exhaustion as I walked up to my door placing my key in. I kicked my footies off as soon as I got inside. I put my phone on the charger and then as soon as it cut on I checked my phone seeing I had a million missed calls from Cha. I tapped her name and then I put the phone to my ear waiting for an answer.

"Bihh is you good?" She said loudly into the phone

"yea Cha stop yelling I have a headache" I whined.

"Did any thing happen? Why you ain't answer?" She questioned

"Girl my damn phone died, me and August fucked, Brooke came in this morning seen everything and tried to make a scene but I had to check her ass real quick"

"Bitchhhhhh stop lying!" She said

"I lie to you not...the bitch was crying and begging August to make me leave, I told him tell me you don't love me and I'll leave you alone forever, he couldn't do it. I just got all my shit and left I had to walk all the way home. I'm exhausted , pissed, and I feel dumb." I said into the phone while running my bath water

"Oh hell no I'm telling mama"

"Don't tell her you know she'd spazz out if she knew he had me walking home" I said

"So what! That bitch Brooke got his nose so far up her ass , he don't even see what she's doing to him." Chandra said and I agreed. We talked for a little while more and then hung up.

I closed my eyes in the tub as a million thoughts flooded my mind. I don't know why I always put myself in these situations where they threaten my self worthy or my peace of mind. I deserve better and in order for me to get that I must heal myself and tell myself I'm worthy.

After washing up I stepped out of the tub and lotioned my body up , putting on some sweats & a t shirt. I opened my closet and grabbed a bunch of outfits and hygiene items stuffing it all inside of a suit case. I decided I'm gonna just leave for a while , just to get my shit together. I wanna come back and be a better me, a better Myla , a happy Myla and a at peace with self Myla. Sometimes this is what's needed , alone time.

I'm gonna drive to new town hills, rent a place there , get therapy and redeem myself. New town hills is a hour away..that's not bad at all. It doesn't matter how long I have to stay there I'm not coming back until I have everything together. The hardest project of life is working on yourself and I feel like it's my time to do that.

I grabbed my bags and my phone cutting it off just until I get there. I made sure to lock up my condo and I got inside my car placing my seat belt on , heading into the direction of New town hills.

Remember everything you do should be done for you, nobody else just you.