Is it because were so close? Because we play fight? Be ourselves around each other? Hang out? Be FRIENDS?
Do you know what it feels like to be friends with someone and everyone else thinks you like eachother, when simply you love someone else. It tears you to peices.
Rumours, laughing, whispers, fading friendship, faking...
Drift apart.
Its not a great feeling. So leave me alone, leave us alone. I like our friendship...Well, likED our friendship, we had fun. But people like to ruin it. Im really starting to get feed up with this shit. Just leave me alone. Everyone.
Just let me go in peace. Let me drift away so only my mother knows me. So maybe I wont get judged so quickly.