Love Is Louder pt 2 (A Pitch Perfect/Greg Gorenc Fanfic)

Chapter 11

Kiera's POV

I wake up and am suddenly aware of being hooked up to machines in a hospital room.

I look down at my arm and it's covered in bandages.

I can hear the doctor outside talking to people about me.

"Are you guys here for Kiera Sherman?" I hear him ask.

"Yeah." I heard a few voices say.

"Well, luckily your friend will be okay. She did lose a lot of blood but we stopped it from coming out of the cuts. She's still passed out and we don't know when she will wake up but she should be okay." I hear.

"Can we see her?" I know it's Maya's voice, asked.

"Yup go right in."

When I hear the door open I pretend like I'm asleep. I don't feel like talking to anyone. Especially Greg and Abby.

I hear footsteps around my bed and voices talking.

"Thank god she's okay." I hear Nicole say.

"We can't ever let her hurt herself like this again." Maya added.

Everyone else agreed.

"I thought you got her to stop cutting, Maya." Beca said confused.

"I don't know I thought I did too." Maya replied sadly.

"Okay we should go to the cafeteria to get food and find Kiera some when she wakes up." Emmy said.

Everyone starts to leave but I hear one voice add something.

"I'll meet you guys down there I'm gonna stay for a little while."

Shit it was Greg.

Don't leave him alone with me . Dont leave him alone with me. DON'T LEAVE HIM ALONE WITH ME! I mentally screamed.

"Okay come down when you're done." I hear Donald say.

Great. Thanks for the help guys.

I hear the door shut and Greg walk over to me.

He sits next to my bed and holds my hand.

"Kiera I am so sorry it's all my fault." He tells me and I can tell he's been crying from the sound of his voice, "Please wake up. I need you. I love you. Please."

I pull my hand away and turn around and face the other way, still pretending I was asleep.

I need you. I love you.

I know he didn't mean it. He just felt guilty and wanted me to wake up. He couldn't have meant it.

He sits there in silence for a few minutes before finally standing up and walking out the door.

When I hear it shut I open my eyes again.

I need you. I love you.

He didn't mean it. He couldn't have meant it. He didn't. Did he? Did he know I was awake and that's why he said it? That must've been it.

Ugh I can't be stuck on that.

I was bored so I decided to turn on the tv and I smiled when I saw my favorite show pop up.

'Living on the dance floor!' I loved Dance Moms.

Halfway through watching the episode the door opens and everyone sees me awake.

"KIERA!" They all shout.

"Shhh! Dance Moms is on!" I tell them with a smile.

Ignoring what I said everyone runs over to me and jumps on me in a group hug.

"GUYS YOUR GONNA BREAK ME AND THE BED IF YOU DON'T GET OFF!" I yell over the stack of bodies piled on top of me.

They all stand up and look at me, not saying anything.

"Why are you all staring at me like I came from space?!" I snapped.

"Kiera, you almost DIED. That doesn't matter to you?" Nicole said sitting on the edge of my bed.

I shrugged. "Well I'm not dead so it's okay. I'm okay."

"Did you want to die when you did it?" Maya asked sitting on the bed like Nicole.

"I-I don't know. I don't want to talk about it right now though. When am I allowed to leave the hospital?" I asked.

"The doctor told us he wanted to run one more test to make sure you were okay." Kayden answered me.

"Thanks." I smiled, "Now can you PLEASE shut your faces so I can watch Dance Moms?!"

They all finally agreed smiling and sat down.

When the show ended the doctor walked in.

"Alright guys everyone clear out. After this test Kiera should be clear to go." The doctor said with a smile.

Everyone left the room and the doctor checked out my arm and stuff and told me I was free to go. I got dressed into the sweatpants and old recital tee shirt I came in, and walked out the door.

"Can you leave the hospital?" Beca asked.

"No I just got dressed and walked out the door because I have to stay." I said sarcastically.

"No need to get all sarcastic on me!" Beca says smiling.

"Lets go I'm bored and hungry." I said while everyone stood up.

We all got in the van and I noticed Abby wasn't there. I didn't bother to ask where she was because I really didn't give a shit.

Donald drove again and Emmy was in the front seat.

I sat next to Maya and Kayden, behind us was Nicole and Alex, and in the back was Greg, Jesse, and Beca.

When we got back to the cabin, everyone decided they didn't want to spend the last night here so we all spent the next hour packing up our stuff.

Abby's stuff was already packed up and gone. She must've left earlier, thank god.

While I packed I played music on my iPod doc I brought.

I played the one song I wanted to hear right now. Breathe Me by Sia.

Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found,
Yeah I think that I might break
I've lost myself again and I feel unsafe

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

Be my friend
Hold me, wrap me up
Unfold me
I am small and needy
Warm me up
And breathe me

I played it as loud as it could go and probably annoyed everyone but I don't really care. This song was a perfect description of my day and music was my escape. It took my mind off of everything. It was like my favorite quote.

'And baby if you are feeling alone, plug in your headphones. Get lost in the harmonies an silences. Let your heart sing. The lyrics will wash away the pain of your soul. Because baby believe me, music will get you through.'

Once we were all packed up we packed our bags in the van and started to drive back. I sat back with Maya and Kayden because I wasn't ready to face Greg at the moment. I plugged in my headphones and listen to music.

Praying won't do it
Hating won't do it
Drinking won't do it
Fighting won't knock you out
Of my head

Hiding wont hide it
Smiling wont hide it
Like I ain't tried it
Everyone's tried it now
And failed somehow
So when you gonna let me when you gonna let me out
Out

And if you know
How do you get up from an all time low
I'm in pieces
Seems like peace is
The only thing ill never know

How do you get up
Get out

I turn the volume up and close my eyes and fall asleep.

I really do have to get over Greg.

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A/N

Yay Kiera's okay!

But don't worry more drama is abt to go down later;)

But *gasp* will Kiera and Greg get back together???

*lol that's sounded soooo cheesy but whateverrrrr*

And what ever happened to Josh?

Dun dun dunnnnnnnnnnnn lol

But keep reading, voting, and commenting! More comments I get the sooner I update:)
(just throwing that out there;)

Btw if you wanted to know that last song is All Time Low by The Wanted. I'm like obsessed with that songgggg.

Love yew guyssssss<3 :-*

~K