His Loss, My Gain.
His words were like a slap across the face and a tear to my heart. What would I be without him, nothing, worthless. I don't want to sound like one of those girls but it's the truth. He was basically my everything, my world, my life. He was what I thought would be my one and only, beginning and ending. Haha yeah I was deffinatly wrong about that. I watched as away and out of my life as if this never happened, as of we never happened. Our life together was the best thing that had ever happened to me and now it was over, and so were we. "Wait" was all I managed to say with the all the pain I felt.
"Cassi, is that you?" sang a sympathic honey smooth voice.
I spun my head to see a handsom Kendrick Roth. He lookedvamazing in his blue blazer, white button up with the first two undone, his tie hung loosely around his neck, and slightsagged khaki pants. It made his perfectly toned body looked even more than it already was. His golden hair ruffled slightly from a long day of school, and his face clearly showed he what had just happened. There was no doubt that he was pissed but you could still see the sympathy in his eyes.
"Yes" my voice was weak and tears were now streaming down my face.
"You okay?" his face was still soft and sympathic. I didn't answer him answer him as he pulled me into a warm embrace. He let me cry telling that he was there, stroking my hair gentaly and making soothing shhing sounds in my ear. He never once told me everything was going to be alright, he knew I was going to hurt for a while. His truthfulness made me feel a little bit better, along with the fact that I was in his arms. Just being close to him made me feel all tingly inside. This boy had some kind if controll over my emotions. "Come take a walk with me" he said as he pulled away and held out a welcoming hand for me to take.
"Ummmm...I-" I said in a shaky voice while wiping my eyes with the hill of my hand. He didn't give me the chance to finish what I was about to say.
"It'll help keep your mind off things."
I did need to keep my mind off -oh no here comes the waterworks- don't think about of him. I mentaly slapped myself.
"Okay, but I need to be home by dark." my voice was still as weak as I felt.
"No problem, howabout we get something to eat?" his eyes flashed with a bit of hope and excitement.
"I'd like that." I smiled weakly and my voice was still quiverin.
He took my cold hand In his and led me away silently. It was quite for a couple minutes and it wasn't an ackward one, it was nice. Then I finaly spoke agian.
"You really didn't have to do this for me. I mean I'm not trying to be rude or anything, but I would have been fine."
"I didn't have to I wanted to, your not being rude, and it looked like you could've used a friend."
He was right I did need a friend and there he was.
