My ruined life

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I was so shocked that I dropped my on the floor it looked like it cracked but i didnt care .My mouth was wide open and dropped to the floor ,at that moment I thought I was gonna die I couldn't even breath.I quickly buried my face into my pillow and started crying sooo hard "HOW COULD I BE SO STUPID, WAS I THAT HORNY?" I was thinking to myself .at that moment I felt disgusted with myself I felt like the biggest slut ever, but I also knew that that video is in the hands of one of the biggest fuckboii at school so I realized that it was to late to do something about it.I finnaly took acbreak from crying i was getting up to go take a shower,when I felt that I stepped on my phone ,so I picked it up, took a deep breathe and decide to go on Instagram I whent to kings page and the first thing that popped up was the video.I broke down and started crying even harder but this time it wasn't just shame and sadness it was anger I just wanted to text king and tell him how much of a jerk he fucking is but I was already afraid to go to school cause of the video I didn't want him to ruin my life any farther so i calmed myself down and texted my parents to pick up princess on the way home and decide to go take a shower and then I napped for a little while.
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I was woke up cause of my mom kissing me on the face. I was soo excited to see her even thoe I had a lot of sadness inside me while I was giving my mom and dad a hug a drop of tear fell down my eyes cause I knew how disappointed they would be if they found out about this.
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Later on that day after lunch,when I was gonna get ready to go to kercha's house I felt sick to my stomach and I quickly tan into the bathroom and I threw up.
"Jae jae are u okay?" Mom asked
"Yeah I just ate my lunch to fast"I responded
"OK sweetie"she said
I got ready put a pair of shorts on and got ready to go to ferland's house.
When I got there I ring the doorbell and ferlan openedvl the door and give me a big hug.
"OMG GIRL ARE U OKAY,EHY THE HECK DID U SLEEP WITH THAT SKUMBAG"she said with worried expression on her face.
"I don't know I was just so stupid I wanted to be more popular I guess"I said with tears filling up my eyes slowly.
Ferlan gave me another big hug her parents weren't home we when I'm her room and we sat on her bed.
" did u even watch the video yet?" Ferlan said
"No" I said
"Well ur gonna have to watch it eventually " she said
"OK I guess"
She puled out her phone the first part of the video that popped was me on my knees doing something I never thought I would do in my lifetime I couldn't watch it for one more second I felt disgusting and this nauxious feeling again, so quickly ran to ferlan's bathroom and threw up again for the third time and.when I was done i just remembered that I was suppose to get my period 2 weeks ago......

Guys this CHAPTER IS BORING BUT THE NEXT CHAPTER gone BE SOO JUICY I'm gonna try to write often now .

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