August 21=first day of torture. That's the day I go back to the hell hole. Otherwise known as 'school'.
I forgot to introduce myself. I'm SophieAnn. But you can call me Sophie. But yeah, I'm 12 years old. Even though I act like im 16. My first day of middle school is when? Tomorrow.
I'm pretty. But I'm not beautiful. Im not popular. At all. I mean I have 3 friends who really just leave me out all the time. Like "omg we should go see the 1D3D movie together! Yeah without sophie!" Right in your face type of friends. But I'm used to it I guess.
And I don't have guys chasing after me. At all. I mean if you count the 'nerd' guys then yeah. But on the subject of boys... I do have a crush or whatever. I mean I'm in 6th grade so no it's not like I wanna make out with his face. His names Samuel Shimane. He's somewhat popular I guess. I mean he sits with them at lunch.
But I'm not popular. At all. I just want to be. Really, it sounds weird but, if I were to be popular, my life would be 100x better. I sit at the nerdy table with these SUPER annoying girls. I have one friend who's actually kinda nice. Ainsley Hartman. She goes through the same stuff as me, like friend problems. Her friend, Nicole, totally left her for other girls. I feel pretty bad. But Ainsley is considered popular, so she doesn't care a whole lot.
Me? If my friends leave me then I'm screwed. That's why I deal with them leaving me out. It's either sit alone or man up and deal with it.
So there's this guy who likes me. His names Josh McDonald. Ironic right? Ha, but he's like 4ft 3. I'm like 5ft 7. He sits behind me in like all my classes. He's the class clown or troublemaker of the grade. Then his friends tease me by like starring at me or poking me. I take it as flirting. Am I supposed to? I don't know.
In my home room I have one friend, Ainsley. I sit next to her and we sit across from populars. Amanda and Ellie. They mostly talk about hair or how their jeans are too tight on them. Ellie stares at me a lot. It's weird. I always imagine what goes on in her mind. "Why is she wearing that? She should not wear those shoes. Like ew." Or "she is actually really pretty. I bet if she tried she could be popular." Most likely the first one.
Daniela (one of my 'friends') took me to kings island. I am grateful I guess. But she only took me because Lauren (my other 'friend') was busy. It was kinda fun though.
A/N: Hey guys! This is like an autobiography on my life. Basically what happens to me at school. And please don't judge this! Thanks!
-SophieAnn
