everything's gonna be fine.

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Millie opens the door and came in.it is already midnight.Michael is the only one who wakes up at that time.he stares at her for a while and approaches her.

"why are you home so late.."he asks with a serious face.
"im sorry.. i didnt mean to-"
"im worried sick",he cuts Millie's sentence and hug her.Millie froze.She have no words for what happened lately and she just dont know.Millie hugged him back and tears run down from her face and they hit michael's shirt and wets it.Millie looks so depressed.She just cries.

"hun,why are you crying?..what happened?"Michael asks and he was very shocked.
"im ... im soo sorry.. it's all my ..faults..
i never want.. this..to happen..",she take a breath and keep crying and trying to talk at the same time.

"ahh,shh everything's gonna be fine,i promise",Michael continue hugging her tightly to make her comfortable and stop crying.

"now let's go upstairs and u need to change your clothes,get a bath and sleep,okay?",Michael asks.Millie shake her head means yes.Michael takes her to her room and hold her hand tight.Millie sits on her bed.Thinking all over again about the same thing and sighs.As she done cleaning herself,she sends a text to Michael.

"bruh.."
"r u ok?feeling better?"
"i need u"
"oh u need me to tell a bedtime story?"
"no"
"be there in a sec"

Conversation's over.Michael knocks Millie's door and he came in.Millie's face full of tears.Michael was really shocked.

"What happened..omgg"Michael asks and sits beside her.Millie look at him,while hugging a pillow that is wet bc of her tears."tell me,im here listening hun,nobody gonna blame you",Michael tries to comfort her."im blaming myself..."Millie replies."for what?"Michael asks again."i dont like him but i dont hate him,i tried so hard for not to do so."She says.

"who,Niall?"
"yeah.."
"hey it's ok he will understand it"
"i like him but idk if he knows it"
michael takes a while.
"zayn...?..."
"yeh"
"umm..idk but i think u should tell him than suffering like this."
"i just like him a bit but he kissed me and tell me he loves me so much"
"who is now....?"
"luke.."
"WHAT..when did he ..?"
"that time he found me at the high plantation"
"what...."
"i know Calum have a crush on me but he never told me"
"how did you know that.."
"he makes eye contacts with me most of time but didnt say a word."
"hmm.."
"and ashton.."
"...."
"i.. dont want ... anything to end...i never want things like this to happen.. no..no.. i want a friendship..that last long..can you understand me...pls...what should i ...do..im stuckeddd now.."
"oh hun idk it's too complicated."
"......"
"look,it is bad for you to think about this too much.it may impact you way more worse..now.. sleep..the best for you..just dont think about it anymore...i always here for you.."

Millie lays on her bed.Michael kisses her forehead and told her to sleep.
"tell me if u need anything."michael says before he close the door.Millie finally sounds asleep.

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