When it all started

We were 13 years old when we met.

It was a group chat we all were in. Me, Zayn, Jake, Angela, and my bestfriend Pandora.

We had this group chat, you know, well I already said that. We were all pretty close with eachother and there was a shitload of drama. Me and Pandora used to call it a ritual back then but that was when we were dumb. It was a chat where we all talked and they usually started at 8:00 in the night and ended whenever two of us fell asleep.

Pandora was my bestfriend. I already said that too, but whatever. Boys didnt have crushes on her. She was really funny and thought she was big when the time came and awkward around cute boys, but she was the life of the party. Well you wouldn't consider it a party, it was a chat, and plus we were all fucking losers.

Angela was also my bestfriend. But you wouldn't say bestfriends and you wouldn't say friends.I gave her alot of advice, but we didnt talk alot.She was sensitive and cried alot, cursed alot to obviously look fucking cool, and funny.She wasn't pretty either and she's had a past with Zayn.

Then here was Jake. Jake was a loser, and I mean LOSER. He liked golf and had a prepaid phone. He was Zayn's friend and neighbor. I remember when he called me the prettiest, and Angela pretty then she fell in love only because he called her pretty. Or it was just because they didn't have the same genitals. Who fucking knows? She liked everyone who gave her attention. But yeah this isnt about Angela. Jake. Jake was just there; he wasnt really that important.

Zayn. He's so hard to explain. He had this sense where you wanted to know him better cause the way he spoke, it's like he left so many unanswered questions. He was cute, annoying, weird, the opposite of a bad boy, very religious, and secretive. He had a crush on me, and so did Julie. She always got jealous. I loved it when we flirted and she got jealous, even though that sounds messed up, I dont care.

I'm Effy, and that's all you need to know.