A Day Before Tommorow

Something's Happened (AN)

Hey guys.
So I'm sorry updates are so slow, I have just had a lot going on and I would like to just talk about it.

I am about 99% sure I have fallen in love.

It's a very long story but long story short I liked this guy and we had sort of talked at track meets before but no real conversations until today when I went to his lacrosse game.

Now I know a lot of you are older than me and more experienced in the dating game, but just hear me out.

I have never felt this way about a guy before. Usually, I am very chill around guys and can talk, but whenever I'm with him it's like my brain and my mouth aren't communicating. I have never wanted to make a guy smile so much in my entire life, because his smile is the most beautiful thing I have ever seen and his voice is a song I could listen to all day long. He drives me insane from overthinking things about what he thinks about me but I wouldn't change a thing because it means that he's probably thinking about me, good or bad. (I personally hope it's good).

I have had my first real crush before, but never something as intense and meaningful as how I feel about him. To me, he has no imperfections and I would do anything just to make him mine. I really, desperately hope that he feels the same way.

I know this probably sounds stupid to all of you but I had to get it out.

I'll try to update ASAP but it's really hard right now with track and everything.

Xoxo
Ellie