Annoying;

Intro

Explanation

The day of my eighteenth birthday was the day I learned two important things.

One: My creative writing class was going to become a living hell.

Two: My soulmate was an annoying asshole.

I guess you could say that my sweet eighteenth birthday wasn't as amazing as what everyone hyped it up to be. Everyone always says it's magical, I mean it is the day you start to feel your soulmate. Both internally and slightly externally. Which is horrible.

I don't see how people live with with the constant feel of their soulmate. The whole ordeal is kinda creepy as it is. Firstly you get that whole feeling each other's emotions and external feeling.

Feeling annoyed for no reason just because your soulmate is having a hard time studying. Or tasting the the noodles your soulmate is eating when your obviously eating watermelon. And that's just some of the millions of examples.

Secondly, you got that little tick everyone has. You know the one when you get closer to your soulmate. I think I might be able to handle that one, but I'm not sure. Sun-Hu, my roommate, tasted and felt cotton candy every time she got close to her soulmate Da-Ye. Which especially sucked since they had all their morning classes together without knowing.

Sun-Hu used to whine to me about it constantly, telling me her soulmates around. Hopefully mine doesn't happen as often as that, I won't be able to handle it. I also hope it's not tasting something. Food is food and I don't want some stupid love tick to ruin something for me.

Honestly, I really think that these signs are utterly stupid. Especially the next one. If you write on yourself, the other gets it. This one is just plain out ridiculous and unnecessary. Why? Just why is that needed? How does that benefit you in any way. I mean I guess it could give you clues to where your soulmate is, that is if you want to do it the untraditional way (traditionally, your not supposed to give any hints or even communicate with your soulmate at all. Your really supposed to let "fate" bring you together. Again, stupid).

And then lastly, the part I've been utterly afraid for since I was old enough to have anxiety. The tattoo of your shared first words. This one makes me want to pull my hair out. I've always been so afraid my soulmate or I will say something utterly stupid on accident. I'm like 99.9% sure that's going to happen to me. I'm going to be the one that has something ridiculous tattooed on my arm like "flower nipple", ok maybe not that but you get the point.

But so that I can explain a bit more into the starting of my journey, let's start the day before my eighteenth birthday. The day before the storm. The day before the universe basically bitch slaps me. The day before- ok I think you get it.

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