HE IS MY EMO PANDA

The begining

It was only a few months ago. When I was heart broken ,because I didn't know what the real world was any more. A guy that had changed my life completely. I was not the same happy, silly and country girl, I had been before. He seemed to make me his slave, well that is what it felt like anyway. My feelings for him we're not clear. I didn't know what love was anymore. I thought I would never find it.

I had wanted to die so he couldn't do things to me any more. Sometimes he would force me to kiss him and I didn't know any better. He was the kind of person who will tell you one thing and do another.

After a while I got tired of trying to please him ,my friends, and my family. It seemed I couldn't do anything right no matter how hard I had tried. My grades we're dropping greatly. I was a straight A student, til I just gave up everything. I gave up life and the world as i had knew it.
I started to try and kill myself but every time I couldn't pull my self to do it or some one would stop me.

I begin going back to church and there was some of my old friends. That remembered me form when we were younger. In all that was going on there was this one guy that was different form the rest. I could tell he had the same type of anger inside his heart as I did.