Queen Of The Hood 2

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Noah POV

Sun ain't shining,moon ain't glowing, the clouds heavy, the grass dead, I'm not smiling.

That's how I'm feeling right now ain't shit here for me. This motherfucking world is dead.

"Bitch beware of a nigga that don't feel no pain, that the nigga just might be crazy in his brain, hell nawl I'm just sane, maybe because my mother gone and my father a bitch and I have no choice but ta love my ignorant ass twin. This shit ain't lining up right something always wrong maybe I'm just a Lil down and gone on this liquor but I always fucking notice when shit was wrong. My heart ache, the shit is bake...."

"That how you feel?"

"Nigga get the fuck outta my room!" I yelled ta North.

"Why you ain't seeing no therapist somebody you gonna drive yo self crazy."

"Well its a little to late for that shit you think!"

"Nah I don't Noah *pulls my arm* what the hell is this!" He yells pissed.

"My nigga you ain't gotta worry bout shit I do leave damn before I brat yo ass!"

"You know what I see why daddy beat yo ass up !"

"*punches him* shut the hell up punk ass nigga get out!!"

"*stands up wipes the blood from his lips* I'm gone "nigga"" he said as he leaves then leaves out the house.

I grab a knife I can't even think straight I got it then start to cut my arm.

North POV

"Baby what happen to your lip?" Cherish asked me.

"Nothing playing with my brother that's it let's talk"

I said as I walks in her house and went ta her room.

"Yo brother here?"

"No he's not."

"Cherish ima get straight ta the point this whole baby thing scaring the shit outta me, I want it but I don't. We aren't ready I know this" I spoke how I felt.

"What so you mean you want me ta kill it?"

"Don't say it like that cherish, can I be honesty with you?"

"When you saying it like that I'm not sure if I want you to ......yeah" she said scared to what I had to say.

"Look I'm not going ta lie to you or to myself cherish your beautiful and intelligent. But I am wrong for what I'm doing ta Nunu and I notice this I'm falling outta. Of love with chu and I want ta let you go" I said honestly.

She immediately slap me and stood up crying.

"What do you mean!?!" As she stood in front of me.

"No no!!! You look up at me North!! You can't do this why are you doing this noo!!! You not doing this!! I knew this was gonna happen when I told you I was pregnant!!"

"I'm sorry baby girl I'm trying to be honest with chu" I spoke as I stood up.

"Honest honest north I'm not doing this I love you and I know you love me why!?!?" She cried and yelled.

"I don't know I can't explain it , it it just isn't right anymore "

"No nope your lying" she said as she started to hit me everywhere on my chest.

"Baby look ........ Stop it......Cece!!"

I picked her up and laid her on her bed.

"Listen to me!"