Thoughts.

Thought #1

Here we go again, I was just asking permission if me and my friend could hang out in the mall.

Why can't I go outside and you can? Just because your an adult and I'm a minor, I can't.

What I'm planning to do during the hang out is to help you!

I'm trying to find a part time job to help you!

Your being close minded about this?

Why?! Why are you doing this to me?

I thought you understand me?

I thought you'll support me?

Why can't you understand this?

Am I also being close minded about this?

Why can't I be free for just a little bit?

I know I lost your trust, maybe that's the reason why.

But can't you see I'm hurting here?

You thought your helping by being that way?

Well no, it's not helping!

Your making it worse!

You said that I'm not the independent enough.

Set me free! Set me free, so I can show you!

Please, this is not I want to be.

I love you but do you love me?

If so, why?

Why do this to me?

Maybe everything is much easier when I'm gone.

Maybe if I die, you don't have someone who's hard-headed and stubborn like me.

Will you even miss me if I die?

Will you finally realize that what you do to me is hurting me, not helping me.

Please, I beg you! I beg you to stop this nonsense!