The Roadie

#7 "show time and sweet kisses"

Guns is playing their asses off and it sound great. Jeff used to talk about that he was going to play in a band when he grew older because he didn't want to be a " normal" person. Being "normal" was something Jeff never liked, he just thought it was stupid to act like other people wants you to instead of being yourself. He has a good point actually. And I think that why he changed his name from Jeffery to Izzy, he wanted to be someone no one else could be.

One song ended and the intro to a new song started.
"This is my favourite!" Sam squirms.
I've heard the song many times back at my old job. "Sweet child oh mine" was the tittle of it. They sounded better live if you ask me.

We are dancing our buts off to the song but it's fun. It's fun having girl friends for once and and to know that your life is actually amazing at the moment.

All my happy thoughts disappears the moment I look up at the band and locks eyes with Jeff. He looks me deep in the eyes and I can see that he still remembers me. At first he looks sad but that changes fast to anger. I can't believe he isn't over it yet, he was the one to dump me not the other way around.

I feel a gentle tap on my shoulder. I turn around to face Jane.
"Are you alright? " she asks looking a bit worried. I'm not alright but I don't want to ruin her night because of me and my drama.
"Yeah I'm fine, I just need some air" I say and walks out from the crowd of people through the door.

The air is cool and I regret not bringing a jacket at this point. I decide to go for little walk. Paris is a beautiful city and even more beautiful at night. The streets are nearly empty and once in a while is a car passing me by. I wish I could live in this moment forever. I feel free . It reminds me off the nights me and Jeff used to spend in the city when I didn't want to go home. The memories hurt. Why did Vince had to show up at our school with his perfect hair and beautiful smile?

Now it's getting colder and I decide to walk back to the bar, Sam and Jane are probably wondering where I am. Or at least Jane, Sam was drunk when I left I bet she have had more drinks.

Outside the bar is a familiar face. Well I can't really see his face because of all the blond curly hair but it's definitely Duff.

"Hi" I say when I've gotten closer.
He looks up from the bottle his holding. "Hey" he smiles
"What are you doing out here? " I ask.
"I could I ask you the same but I'm just getting some air. We just finished and it's damn hot in there." He says lighting a cigarette. " want some?" He offers.
"Thanks" I say taking the cigarette. I inhale deeply and enjoys the way the smoke is ticking my throat.
"What are you doing out here?" He asks.
I don't want to involve him in "the Jeff thing" so just simply answer that I need air and went for a walk.

We goes back inside once we've finished the cigarette together. Duff goes backstage to the rest of the band I walk to wear I saw Jane and Sam last. They are both there.

"You've missed almost the whole show!" Jane outburst.
"When didh yhou leaveh" Sam is saying slowly and I can see that she is way drunk.
" I went for a walk and when I returned so was duff outside so I stayed and chatted with him for a while." I say.
"I thought you were ditching us for a while" Jane laugh.

We went back to the hotel after the show and we are all sitting in the bar. Well not all of us, Jane left with Axl doing something I don't wanna know, Vince and slash didn't return with us, they were going to find some good sex probably and Jeff left when he saw that I was there. That hurt but I ignored it and thought that the best solution to that was an overdose on Jack Daniels.

We are sitting around a table talking drunk shit. I feel a strange feeling in my stomach and I feel that all my drinks are on their way up agin. I stand up and rushes to the nearest bathroom.

I've bent down on my knees in front of a toilet. Just when I'm about to puke is someone gently dragging my long brown hair from my face and is rubbing my back. I turn around once I've finished to thank who ever it was when my eyes locks with no one else but Nikki Sixx.

"Thank you" I say sounding softer then I wanted too.
"No worries" he says smiling.

"I'm gonna go up to my room, do you mind telling the others if they wonder?"  I ask.
" I've already told them, I could see on you that you needed to go" he says putting a hand on my back.
"Oh, okey. Thanks then" I say smiling not minding his hand.

"So, do you want company?" He asks looking me deep in the eyes.
"That would be great I guess because I bet Jane won't be back in our room tonight" I say.

We walks to the elevator and he hits the bottom to the top floor.

We enter my room and I walk to the bathroom. I need to brush my teeth and wash of some makeup. I might as well take a shower. I turn the shower on and strips out from my clothes. I can hear Nikki in the other room staring the TV. I take a long hot shower.

I turn off the shower and reach out for towel. I wrap the towel around my body and walks out from the bathroom. Nikki just looks at me.
"What?" I ask unsure of what to say.
"Nothing" he says and looks away. "Do you mind if I use the shower?
"Not at all" I answer.

I start to dress myself when Nikki has left to the bathroom. I put on a big loose shirt that I usually sleep in and some warm fuzzy socks. I lay down in bed and when I was almost asleep is Nikki entering the room with only a towel wrapped around his lower waist. He looked damn hot with all wet hair and bare chest. I caught myself staring and looked away.

He sits down on the bed besides me and looks directly in my eyes. His piercing green eyes are so gorgeous.
"I can feel that something is wrong that you aren't telling  me, you don't need to ether but just so you know, you can tell me anything." He says dead serious.
"It is actually somethings but it only sounds ridiculous..." I start not knowing what I'm doing.
"You are to drunk to know if you want to tell me or not, but tomorrow when you feel better, then you can think of it." He interrupts me.
"Why are you so nice to me?" I ask
"Because I like you and I don't like the way Vince has treated you" he says.
"Thank you" whisper.

He leans closer to me and I do the same. I close my eyes as our lips connect. It's a sweet kiss and his lips feels amazing against mine. He pulls away softly.
"Good night sweet thing" he whispers in my ear and walks away.

I'm tiered and falls asleep quickly with a big smile on my lips. 

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Short update but I will update again soon (I hope) .

What do you guys think about sweet Nikki and Amanda?

I really hope you guys liked this chapter and that I didn't to to many typos because I'm tired as fück right now.

Kisses R💕