Souls

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I always.......I always wondered why I was left behind. I never did anything wrong to any of them.... I have became impatient with my own existence I question it over and over again why was I even born if I was meant to be left behind. Waves wash up the shoreline pulling my legs up to my chest I take a deep breath feeling the cold air consume my lungs closing my eyes feeling my tears drop with no self conscious. Soul 1 has been left behind there is no shock there I'm stuck im stuck in this world. Makes sense I never appealed to there eye never caught anyone's attention I was just dull invisible. That's what I was to everyone even to myself . Standing up with my knees shaking I walked and walked for hours until my feet are numb . Looking up at the dark gloomy sky I wonder how their  doing or what their doing most of all why was I chosen to be thrown away .  Will I ever know why?

Out of  345,568,890 only 1 soul was chosen to be left behind . We determine who we are ? Did I get the chance? Apparently not I'm not worthy of anything. Your mind is a whole other world every word you've ever heard every person you have ever seen. Every memory every lost is embedded in that brain . My mother the head of "Star Reduction" left me behind her own daughter the very first soul she said she loved me never believing those words again. From anyone . Why should I mean the first  person who almost died giving birth to me doesn't even give attention to my existence. I know it isn't healthy to keep everything inside your heart . But I have no one and my teddy bear isn't working for me anymore. Earth used to have a large population? Did it or was it just a dream in my own mind . Walking into my home I feel emptiness I no longer see this a place with joy I see despair. I stop in my own tracks hearing rustling in the kitchen ? We have no food? I'm the only stuck here aren't I ? Gripping onto the gun on my back pocket. I move closer to the noise

" WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN?!" he roars

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