I swear; Eren x Armin f.f (COMPLETED)

Chapter 7: Does he love me?

Pacing around my hectic room, I wonder if Eren heard even a slither of the words I spoke to him. If he even heard one wrong word, my secret would be out. Not only my unrevealed love of Eren but my hidden sexuality. My sexuality, that locks me inside a cold rusting cage of questions with no answers. Questions such as, am I gay? What if I am gay? What would my friends think of me? Questions bouncing around my head forcing me into my room of isolation and solitude. I can't let my feelings be brought to light by Eren! I must discover what dark secrets of mine he knows of.

Running, running I can't stop until I find him! I turn a sharp corner still charging at full speed. I don't care who I smash into, I'm not going to stop until I find him. Until I find my Eren. I turn another corner and to my surprise I run into Eren sending both of us flying across the corridor

"Eren are you alright?" I shout in concerned manner.

"Yeah I'm fine Armin. Why are you running around like a maniac?" My heads starts to flood with the reasons for this event. But yet, all of these worries and questions in my head I seem to of gone silent. I can't speak not a word is coming from my mouth. I open my lips like I'm ready to say something, however nothing comes out. I'm like a river run dry. How do I explain why I am running around like a chicken with its head severed from in between its shoulders.

Suddenly, herds of people crowd around, with a mixture of distressed, hostile and resentful looks on their faces. I feel their eyes burn into my head at all different angles. "Eren can I talk to you in privet?" I ask nudging him towards the room beside us. "Sure Armin." Eren hastily agrees as he turns to see all the faces around us.

I hustle him into a room nearby. Thoroughly, I check inside the small space to confirm the area is unoccupied. Swiftly, I rotate as Eren rests his bijou hand on my tense shoulder. "Armin what's wrong?" I shudder, how can I express how I feel. What about what I divulged to him while he was unconscious, I can't exactly ask him what he heard. It would bring up too many questions in him that he would have to ask. He would ask so many questions which I don't have the answers to. To my surprise I think of an inconspicuous method to ask him my questions which are burning inside my head. "When you were unconscious, did you hear anyone talk to you?" I sound like a creep! FUCK! "Why do you ask?" How do I explain to him without bluntly spurting out 'I admitted I love while you were unconscious and I need to know if you heard me'. "Well I said a lot of cheesy best friend bullshit" yeah that makes sense "I just wanted to know if you heard me cause that would be embarrassing" I force out laughter. However, inside I weep. I lust to tell him my feelings. "Don't worry Armin I didn't hear anything" he says lifting a weight of my chest.

(Eren's point of view)

I enter my room after my encounter with Armin. What just happened? I heard Armin confess his feelings to me, was that only him saying he loves me as a friend? Does he love me?

A/N: Sorry I didn't upload on Sunday i was very busy but the chapter uploads will be on time this week (hopefully) xx -Grace