The Bad By Is My Only Hope

Chapter 1

Bella's POV-

"Bella you're worthless. Why did I ever give birth to a child useless like you?" my mother all but screams at me while she hits me over and over again at 3:30 in the morning. The only reason I don't scream in pain is because of my little sister Rosalina she's three. She is asleep in my bed she sometimes comes in my room. If you can even call it that my room is in the attic. It's very small with little to none space. I can fit my small twin size bed, a few containers that keep all my clothes and bathroom stuff, and a desk that has all my note books filled with sheet music and drawings, also a lamp. I have a small space heater in here for when it gets cold in the winters. "Are you even listening to me child?" my mother asks as she slaps me to the floor. Her slap caused me to fall and hit my head hard on the ground. Making my sister wake up. "Mommy? What did you do to sissy?" Rose asked. "Nothing sweetheart now go to your roo-""No mommy you'll hurt sissy again." Rose argues as she pouts. My mother goes as if she will hit her and I get in the way. "Rose why don't you go back to your room and sissy will put you back to sleep yeah?" I get in front of her and kiss her forehead. She looks at our mother and then back at me. "What about sissy?" "Sissy will okay." I give her a fake smile. She goes down to her room. I look at my mother and prepare for what's coming. She punches me right in the stomach and yanks my hair down so I'm on the ground. This goes on for what seems like hours but is only about Twenty minutes. She leaves me on my floor bleeding and crying. I know I should fight back but with what strength? I'm so much smaller than her and weaker. Ever since my dad left my mom a couple years ago this is how she treats me. She believes that he left because of me. And I would rather take all of her hits as long as my sister gets none. I go to Roses room to put her back to sleep like I said I would. I find her crying into her pillow. It breaks my heart to see her upset. I walk over to her bed and climb in holding her close to me. "Don't cry rosy look sissy is fine. There's no need to cry princess." I say rubbing her back. "Will you sing to me sissy?" she asks me wiping her eyes. I nod and start to sing. "There was a time when I was alone, nowhere to go and no places to call home." I sang while hugging her. "My only friend was the man in the moon and even some times he would go away too, then one night as I closed my eyes I saw a shadow flying high. He came to me with the sweetest smile and told me he wanted to talk for a while. He said Peterpan that's what they call me, I promise that you'll never be lonely. And ever since that day, I am a lost boy from never land usually hanging out with peterpan, and when were bored we'll play in the woods, always on the run from Capital Hook, Run run lost boy they say to me , away from all of reality." I sing to rose. I finish the song and by then she's asleep. I get up slowly to not wake her kissing her forehead. Then I leave back to my room.