Past
"You promise you won't forget about me Louis?" i asked my big cousin whom I was very proud of.
"I Promise you Scarlet I won't EVER forget about your craziness" he said and poked me on the arm.
"You know i hate being poke Louis." I said smiling
" I know Scar. Just like I know everything about you" he said and walked towards the door. Thats when it struck me and the tears came to my eyes.
"Louis": i almost cried.
"Scarlet....." He said sadly. I ran up to him and gave him a HUGE hug. He was about to leave me life. For who knows how long."Don't let those haters bring you down. and Please... Listen to your friends while im gone. Expecially Kristin. He referred to my best friend that i swore he had a crush on. And if he didn't then i was just plain dumb. I watched as my cousin. Who has been the biggest impact on my life walked out the front door and into his new life........
PRESENT
Dear Journal,
Its been three freaking years!!! Three years without him. Three years i havn't talked to him. Three years sincehe broke his promise. I went out and got my hair colored today. So excited for Kristin and Naomi to see it when they come over later for our sleep over we do every weekend. Talk around school says there is a new girl, Kate, coming to our school and we are going to invite her. Just to help her fit in. Kristin was going to get her number and I was supposed to make the meal for today. Which was the usual take out from the Chinease place. Anyways Jounal. I am proud of Louis. But he broke his promise. He is off touring with his four best friends. Not caring if I exsits and I could care less. I am a new person. I don't let bitches push me around like i used to. This is the new me..... let me resay that..... This Is Me.
Hugs and Kisses,
Scar
Hi. Im Scarlet. Im 18 almost nineteen. Yes I am related to worldwide known Louis Tomlinson. Yes my last name is Tomlinson. Do i really care.... NOT. ONE. BIt. You see Louis made a promise to never forget meand that is just what he did. I can never forgive him and I won't . He left me all alone and never bothered to try and mend what he broke. He left for the X Factor and after almost being kicked off he hadn't messaged me back after that. NEVER. Like not a how are you or hey nothing and it made me mad. I loved Louis like a brother..... Now.... I could honestly care less
I have red hair as of today. (PIC ON THE SIDE) Im not emo or goth hell to the fudge no. I would I be. I have good grades. the best of best friends. I can play guitar. Nobody knows thisbut I can sing. ANd i don't want anybody to know. EVER.! Cause if someone found out I would die. Literally right there and then. And i wouldn't hesitate to bring the person who heard me down with me. I love to hang out with my friends.... but one thing i love the most.... my boyfriend..... Aston.... Aston Irwin.... Yes the Aston....
