I Like Awkward Phil Lester x reader Fanfic

Chapter 33

After you jump around widely outside, you get out of breath so you stop for a bit and so does Phil. Surprisingly, Dan doesn't. He encourages you and Phil keep jumping. "Give me....a sec..ond..." Phil says heaving for breaths. Dan then walks quickly up to you with a big smile, picks you up, and twirls you around.

"I'M SO HAPPY (Y/N)!!!!"

"I've...noticed"

"COME ON!"

"But I'm out of breath."

"I'll carry you then. Come on Phi-"

"OOOOOH NO! I'M carrying (Y/N)! Alena is coming soon YOU can carry HER! Get on my back (Y/N)." Phil says with some sort of attitude you couldn't quite put your finger on. He seemed to have gained breath though.

You walk over and jump onto his back. Phil catches your legs and you wrap your arms around Phil's neck. Not tightly though. Dan starts running towards the city. Phil follows.

~☄15 minutes later☄~

"Alright (Y/N)..I can't carry you anymore." Phil says dropping your legs. You let go and your hands slide to his shoulders. Then, you walk beside Phil. You grab his hand and the 2 of you swing your arms.

"We're here." Dan sayings walking slowly up to the bridge. He finally makes it to the edge and you and Phil sit on a bench at least 20 feet away. Dan looks over the railing and into the water. Then he looks to his sides. You could see a smirk on his face.

He then puts his hands on the railing and stretches his arms out and breathes. Dan crosses his legs behind him. You then start to notice something. His head, arms, legs, and whole body is shaking. You realize he's crying.

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Dan's POV

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I have never been this happy in my whole life. So many thoughts, run thru my head. I'm going to purpose. She's coming back. Where will I purpose. I have the ring, but how will I? Then I look around and smirk. I just can't believe it. Stretching out my arms onto the sides of the bridge, I feel something. My eyes start to get hot with happiness and strangely...I start to cry. I don't understand why I am. Am I just so happy that I'm crying or am I scared of proposing.

It's probably a mixture of both.

I then feel a hand on my back. Turning around, I see Phil with a concerned smile. "Are you okay?" He asks. I turn my head back to the water and nod. My mind starts going wild. Suddenly I realize that I probably look weird because of crying. But I don't care.

"I...I...I don't understand how I feel, Phil."

"Why?"

"Because I'm crying over a fucking bridge and I know I'm happy but I'm also scared."

"Oh." Phil says staring at his feet. He moves his hand away from my back and puts his hands in his pockets. "I understand." Phil says after a long pause. "Tell me how." I say almost as if I was a child again and asking my mum to tell me a bedtime story.

"When I was in college, I fancied this girl a lot. I forget her name but I became very good friends with her and I asked her out. She said yes and we dated for a loooooong time," Phil says. I interrupt. "How long?" I say, once again, sounding like a child. "Like, 3 and ½ years." He answers.

"Wow."

"Yeah."

"Go on."

"And when she told me she was graduating soon and going back to her hometown in Ireland, I was very sad. It came the time when we had to break up so we did and I was very sad. Then she came back to see me and I was happy but...I moved on. I didn't fancy her anymore. She was sad and I was sad for her."

"Oh."

"Yeah."

"So don't cry. Stay merry."

"That's what I'm going to do."

"Be merry?"

"No...get married."

*Salutations everyone! OMG IT'S HAPPENING!! HE GONNA PURPOSE!!! And this is when you cut in!! My dearest fans, I want you guys to give me ideas on how Dan should purpose to Alena! Comment your ideas below or DM ideas! Have a wonderful day/evening!*