Hi, I am Elena. I am an optimistic person and I love my friends. I do anything for them. I am currently a Junior in high school. Things were going good, but recently things have started to fall apart. My friends think it will be a good idea for me to start writing my feelings down. I am not a journal writing type of girl, but I have so many feelings so this is our story...
Dear journal,
*Flash back*
" Hey Elena, Can I talk to you?" says Aiden.
" Sure you can." says Elena.
" I lost compassion for you today." Aiden says
" What are you saying?"
" I'm breaking up with you.I am sorry but should I stay with someone I lost compassion for in a day?"
" I knew I shouldn't have dated you." Says Elena.
" You should have went with your gut feelings, but we can stay friends. I probably won't talk to you the same way." Says Aiden.
* End of flash back *
It's been over a week since the day when my entire world turned upside down. Aiden. My first true love. The boy who I thought was my angel who came from heaven to enlighten my dark abyss. But he was just another one. Another liar, another devil in disguise.
He made me feel like I was special.Like I was capable of being loved and someone's reason to smile. His touch was a sensation that brought me peace with my own mind. He made me feel like I was in paradise. He made me feel like life was good. But now, what is left? I'm a broken glass, impossible to be repaired. At first I was okay with being broken up, I thought that maybe it was just not supposed to work. But as the days went by I realized that I was angry at him. How could someone like him make me fall in love with him but not be there to catch me and accept my love. How could he do this to me?!? Why couldn't he let me be the center of his universe if he was mine?
It's been the longest and most painful week of my life. I feel like nothing makes sense, nothing is worth living for. I wish I could just disappear from this world, nobody would miss me certainly, much less Aiden. I feel completely powerless over the burning pain in my heart. I just want to be left alone, me and my broken heart. I just want to die
~ Love Elena
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