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Life when you came chapter #19

PHOEBE'S P.O.V

As I get up from bed I go to the bathroom and wash my face and brush my teeth when I'm done I teas my hair and flatten my tips. I put on eyeliner and lip gloss and put on my skull bow on the side of my hair.

As I walk out the door of the bathroom still in my robe and under wear I felt weak and fell to the floor everything went black for a sec and I felt dizzy all that was in my mind was Jerry...

As I regain my sight I get up and shake off the weird feeling I have I think about telling my mom to let me stay home but I just can't I need to see Jerry.

I slip on my black and red ripped skinny jeans and a purple blouse my black boots and get my book bag and head out. My mother is waiting like always and we drive to the school.

As we pull up my mom parks i give her a kiss and get out of the car I take out my iPod and switch on to

Bonjovi : it's my life

Music:

"It's My Life"

This ain't a song for the broken-hearted

No silent prayer for the faith-departed

I ain't gonna be just a face in the crowd

You're gonna hear my voice

When I shout it out loud

[Chorus:]

It's my life

It's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just wanna live while I'm alive

It's my life

This is for the ones who stood their ground

For Tommy and Gina who never backed down

Tomorrow's getting harder make no mistake

Luck ain't even lucky

Got to make your own breaks

[Chorus:]

It's my life

And it's now or never

I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

'Cause it's my life

Better stand tall when they're calling you out

Don't bend, don't break, baby, don't back down

[Chorus:]

It's my life

And it's now or never

'Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

[Chorus:]

It's my life

And it's now or never

'Cause I ain't gonna live forever

I just want to live while I'm alive

(It's my life)

My heart is like an open highway

Like Frankie said

I did it my way

I just want to live while I'm alive

'Cause it's my life!

As I sing along to the song I walk around the bell has not rang yet so I'm just looking for someone to talk to. I feel a brush on my shoulders And turn to see Anthony I take one ear bud out hi I smile he smiled back you look real pretty today phoebe.

I blushed he smiled you do every day I laughed its been two days Anthony he looked down but still I smiled thanks he looked back up at me I smiled wanna free hug? He cheered up real fast yea! He sounded like a kid being told he is going to Disney.

I extended my arms into a hug position and he was instantly in my arms I smiled and hugged him he hugged back it felt so nice his soft skin on me his warm touch it had me feeling like I was on a pillow he had a T shirt on it said what's up on it and a pair of jeans.

I backed from the hug he looked sad but his face turned back to normal when I heard a voice behind me

PHOEBE!!! A voice called out I turned to see klasy and tie they both hugged me and smiled I smiled back hi there my sex toys they smiled. But tie came to my side covered my mouth and said shhh don't fight let it happen shhh it comes naturally...

I was in tears and she let me go I was laughing so hard I was choking Anthony came to me and patted me in the back and I recoverd OKOK I'm good geez Tie is that what you do in your free time?

She smiled no I follow the ice cream man and copy what he says I laugh ok Klasy was with Arian smiling and kissing then Tie poked her. Oh phoebe we have something for you!

What I asked? A friend ship charm I smile as they take out a silk bag.

She pulled out a silver chain with a rose it was so pretty I jumped OMG I love it!! They pulled out there chains Tie had a heart Klasy had a butterfly I smiled thank you I love it they smiled please don't ever take it off I smiled I won't I slipped it on and I felt a little better.

Klasy and Tie give me a long hug and a hug them back and smile then the bell rings we all split up and leave to our next class I have my class wit tie and Anthony Mr.Tease history as we walk into the class I see Jerry by himself in a corner of the class I walk to him but feel strong hands on me.

I see Anthony what's wrong ? Can you sit with me? Umm ok Tie gets us a pair of desks next to each other and I look at jerry as class starts he seems so deep in thought but before I sat down our eyes locked.

We go through a lesson then the teacher walks to Jerry still deep in thought. He takes his ruler and slaps the table and Jerry turns to him and tell's him to fuck off and then he looked at me again our eyes lock and I see raw pain and see a tear roll to his eye as he leaves the class.