Breaking the Fourth Wall

Prologue

I can feel their eyes on me, the way their eyes move slowly as they read my thoughts, it's got my face red, and feeling light. I grasp the door handle before twisting it open and walking through, feeling the cool air from the hallway hit my reddened face. It feels nice, but the more I think about them, the more I feel their eyes, the more I can feel them next to me, watching my every move, it's leaving me to want more and more of them.

I want you, but I can't have you, and it twists my heart into a rope when I think about that.

This is hard, but knowing you're there, everyday for me, it keeps me motivated to keep going, in hopes that one day I could finally meet you. Who knows, maybe in another life, I'll probably run into you, or may even be your best friend from the start. I could be anything, all I know is that, once I finally get to see you, meet you, hold you, kiss you, love you. I know going through this would all be worth it, even if I may not remember it.

You're the best, please. Keep going, I love you, I promise you'll eventually fall for me too. Maybe not now, but soon. I can feel it in my gut.

But, whatever you do. Please. Please, don't close this book, please. I don't want to die- no not yet. Not now, not ever. I have to find you.

I have to give you the best love that you could ever receive.

Please.

Let me live within you.

(Y/N.), I