If I Let You Know (Zayn/Niall Love Story) *Completed*

Chapter 44-Back in Bradford

A few people requested me to do Niall's POV of the whole situation when he was in New York.So this part will begin when he was getting ready to go to New York.

(December 23rd)

-Niall's POV-

I was packing my bags when Louis came up to my room.I'm leaving London in 2 hours.My flight leaves at 12 pm."Why are you packing for,mate?" Louis asked."I'm going some where to get my mind cleared up.I can't stay here any more.I really just want to go some where-away from everyone" I said."Is this about ________? Bro,just because she left,why do you want to get out of life?"  "That's what she asked me.It's really unbearable to see her with another guy.I'll be miserable forever if I see her with Zayn again.Please try to understand" I said.Louis was quiet for a few seconds."Where are you going,mate?" he asked."I can't tell you that.Being with you for more than 5 years clearly showed me that you have a big mouth.You will tell ________ instantly.I'm not going to tell anyone where I'm going"  "So is this like... goodbye forever?" Louis asked.I thought about it."Maybe" I said.It was goodbye forever.

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I have decided to do what I thought about doing,if I loose ________.I did loose her,so no ones going to stop me from jumping from that bridge.No one expect _________ of course.I did tell her about my crazy plan when we were in Hawaii but she must have forgotten about it.She forgot everything that happened when we were in Hawaii. I can't believe that she would do this to me.Now,she left me with no choice.I can't live without ________ being MY princess.

"Flight 193 to New York, final call!" I heard the announcer say.I got up from my seat and board the plane.Tears were starting to form in my eyes by thinking about ________ and Zayn together.I took my seat next to the window.

After a few minutes the plane started to take off.I looked out of the window-looking at London."Good bye ________.I love you! You have given me no choice but to go out of everyone's life.I will always love you!!" I said,looking out of the window.All the memories we had together came back to me.Continuous tears poured down from my face.I quickly wipe them off but they were soon replaced with new tears.Luckily no one was sitting next to me.

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The plane finally landed on New York.It was the 3 pm-23rd.I took out my luggage.I didn't know why I packed a whole luggage of clothes.I'm going to jump off that bridge by 12 am-tomorrow.I walked out of the airport.

I called up a taxi and went to this rustic Motel.It was in a very old building.I didn't care about the motel because I'm only going to stay here for the night.

I went inside my room.It was really small.The bed was really small but the covers looked a bit clean.I jumped on the bed and closed my eyes for a few seconds but before I knew it,I was fast asleep.I was deter minded to set out what I came here for.I wasn't feeling regretful about my decision.

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It was 11.30 pm-24th.I stepped out of the motel,wearing  comfortable winter clothes.I decided to walk to the bridge from here.And so I did.

In under 27 minutes,I was walking on the bridge.My heart was beating fast.I was walking on the right side of the bridge.I stopped walking when I saw a girl frantically running on the same side of the bridge as me.She was looking for someone,I realize.She was a bit far from me,so I couldn't see her properly.She was looking at the left side of the bridge.When she came closer,I recognize her hair.My eyes widened when I realize that it was _________.She came here for me.My heart fluttered when I saw her.She was still looking at the left side,so she didn't see me.I quickly hide behind a pole on the bridge.I waited for her to pass me but she didn't.I peeked from the pole and saw her,facing her back to me.She was walking away from me.She was walking very slowly.