Falling: Part 1
That night I had the best nights sleep of my entire life, but when I woke up I realized that I was falling. In fact, I had been falling for a very long time. I was not falling down a rabbit hole , not a dream filled land with white rabbits, mad hatters, crazy cats or Queens of hearts. I was falling into a deep, dark out of emptiness. An abyss. A void where I would fall and fall and finally land. But only for a spilt second. I would hit rocks along the way down. They would scrap my skin. Tear it up. Just a like he tore my heart up. But then came Darkness. He would numb the pain of my wounds. He would take away my pain, sorrow and heartbreak. Darkness is my comforter. My savior. He wraps me up in a hug and promises he'll never let go. Déjà vu. Some one else also said that. But they let go.As I keep falling Darkness slowly loosens his grip.
"No. Hold me."
"I can't. It's time for me to let you go."
And when I see the light I will realize why. Light enters my abyss. My dark empty abyss. Darkness lets go.
I fall.