so on a serious note. i hope you know how sincerely sorry i am for everything. i know you don't believe me and all. and what i did was horrible. honestly if you would've done that to me i would've never spoken to you ever again.
and i get that. i just want to apologize. it doesn't have to mean anything. i just want you to know that i was far into a lie by the time i realized i loved you and it was very very hard to get out of my situation. i didn't know how to cope with my feelings and how to fix things and eventually it all came back and bit me in the ass.
hmph
alright so i'm doing this 2 days early because idek anymore. i've spent 1+ hour tryna draw the damn portrait from november and then gave up. i then spent 3 hours drawing the prince horse you had or whatever and then finished it and the nose was SO BAD OHMYGODDDD i literally can't ok everything i draw is horrendous so next time i draw a giraffe i'll show you okay i just
i feel like shittttttt but i suck at art
i'm just gonna let u live ur life now and pls don't try to reply to this because i'm just
tryna just leave you be.
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anyways
17 is definitely going to be a great year, i knew you for practically the entirety of when i was 17. have fun with it, get hammered every once in a while ya know. jk kinda. but do it with ya crew. maaaaarriiiijuuuaaannnaaaa. shootin up behind the school. gettin that drug injection. dude......,),),$, james does so many drugs that it's gross like.. don't even turn into that just
don't do that shit literally being high or drunk doesn't make you cool at all.. considering you're 17 now, most of that is illegal anyways. ya ain't gonna gain friends over it so don't think you're the shit just need to put that out there
i really don't like drugs and alcohol but all of my friends do that shit and i'm trying to get the rake out of my ass and ease into things.
anyways. um. i ain't gonna act like we're friends because i know we're not but i hope you just enjoy yourself and really put yourself out there. life is good and you've always gotta remember that. someone is ALWAYS there no matter what shit happens man. never be afraid to talk to your mom. i feel like she's a really great rolemodel for you anD yeah
next time i post.. it will hopefully be a major life event or my next drawing or when i get my fucking wisdom teeth out this year/next year AND HOLY SHIT BIIITCHH I'MM HORRIFIFED I'M GONNA BE AWAKE FOR IT BECAUSE FUCK NO I AIN'T FUCKING WITH ANESTHESIA
suppresses a sigh
i probably should've wrote more about your birthday but idk what else to talk about! i hope you get lots of makeup and whatever the fuck else you like. butterflies. anddddd anal. nipple biting. pounces roughly. licks ur face. pins u down. sneezes on u. your favorite things. HAHAHAH STOOOOOOOPPP I'M A GOD no. sex is fucking bad.
tbt to when u were like:
"i'm so fucking wet i'm listening to the weeknd while in the car with savannah and i just came like 3 times in 10 minutes"
pretty sure that's impossible for females cuz it's hard for them to even orgasm once during sex o k k because i watch a ton of porn sweetheart but whatever floats your little boat
HAAAAAPPPY BIRTHDAYYYY MAKAYLA MARYY YY Y Y Y Y
this is a weird note to end on but ay i'ma try to still log on frequently but ayyy ayyy chica
see u later skater. mhm. mhhhhmmm. idk. boutta go to a fuckinn funeral and the entire school is basically going..?? um.. even people that didn't know him? wowz mk y'all needa stop acting like you care, where were you when he was going through all of this shit.
but mkkKkkKkakaKakakakakkaakak wow
wish me LUCK w/ life AND D D HAPPY EBIRHDAYUSUDSUS BIRTHHHDH AAAYY
