It's been 2 months since Xander and Lucas have spoke to me about marrying them. What do I do? I like them both but I can't say yes or no. But today I have to say something. I don't understand why they want me. The fact That I can even be able to choose the one I want is brave! I don't know what to do! But my mind is telling me to choose Lucas. He's always been my 1st love and boyfriend! I haven't gave him the chance to forgive him. I really like Xander but I can't forgive him for what he did to me. He was my friend but he betrayed me! I am certain that I want to marry Lucas.
Or am I?
~3 hours later~
I go to Xander's house to tell him the truth about Lucas and how I feel. He opens the door in his muscle shirt. "Hey, I want to talk to you about us..." I say. He motions me in the house and he gives me some juice from the fridge.
"What's wrong?" Xander says.
"I thought I could get over the feeling of you cheating on me and breaking my heart. So this is why I need to say.. We are over! I'm marrying Lucas. He cares about me!" I said.
All of a sudden he looks at me and curses me out saying,"为什么你这样对我(why are you doing this to us?)." He said. Maybe I hurt his heart a little bit. I leave his home feeling like I made the right decision but I also feel like a failure. I love Lucas alot though and I want him with me forever.
*5 hours later*
"Lucas,I have my answer... I say YES. I will marry you!"
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Lost Love In Tokyo Part 1
RomanceAnanias is an 15 year old girl trying to escape the world of her life. She is adopted to someone who beats her,but when she falls in love with someone she has known her whole life...(xander) After she realizes what her life brings, she must choose w...
