My Love Story

When it started

Okay so I met him over Instagram. I got a follow request from him. I had heard about him before but never really knew him. So I though nothing of it. Than about 30 minutes later I had a DM from him. I looked at it and all it said was hey. So I said hi back. He didn't waste any time. He just asked me out. I didn't know him so I didn't like him that way. And I said that we should probably get to know each other before anything happens. He said okay and we could just be friends.
A few months went by and we were still talking. I started to get feeling for him. At that time I seemed to not feel those kinds of things. So when I got the first feeling of it I freaked out. I didn't know what was happening. And than he stopped talking to me for a while. I didn't know why but found out later. I don't want to say because I'm not sure if it is right. So yeah. But anyways, later he asked me out. On November 6th of 2016. I remember it vary well. I was in intro to art and I said that I would. And than it has gone on since then.
I have to say that this is the best relationship that I have been in. And the longest. I don't know why either. I'm so used to people leaving me by now. I'm used to them saying that they found someone better. That they lost feelings for me. They have feelings for someone else and not me. I'm just used to being alone. But he doesn't seem to want to leave me alone. He always is there when I need someone and even when I don't. I don't even know how to describe how much I love him. I have never felt this strongly towards someone. I feel like I am attached to him. I just can never seem to leave him. I never want to. He makes me feel like I matter. I am actually worth something. I hope that he never leaves. I hope he is heat until I die. I love him.
We have had our ups and down but we made it through it.
Please don't leave. That's all I can think of when I'm with him. And than he doesn't.