Sadness And Anger Two Common Allies

Does she wants to see me in pain

Hello everyone! Have you ever suffer from thanks to an ex girl you loved? Well that happens to me in 2014 I fall in love with a girl that I thought she was perfect in every aspect. She was very beautiful, intelligent, humble and very discipline. I thought well I never had a girlfriend because my luck in love was awful this is probably a signal that I'm finally going to have a girlfriend. I talked with her buy her chocolates for San Valentine and everything was good but sadly one day that I was sick I had to be in a school activity were I was dress as Thor. She saw a guy and she was behind that guy every place and when I was going to talk with her she took out her cellphone and start to call someone and ignored me like I was never there. I realize I was talking alone because she left very fast and like it was got out from a Hollywood movie it begins to rain which got me more sick and with a broken heart I wanted to cry but I didn't want anyone to see me. Months pass and the guy that was with her never became her boyfriend but then she found a new guy and became his boyfriend well okay there is no problem that's what I thought. Now she makes a show with his boyfriend she star to kiss him very passionate and start touching the problem is that they do that all in front of me and makes me sad because to me that is like making fun of me but what really angers me is that she does all of that looking directly to me and you will say how do you know that she is really looking at you well everyone knows when someone is looking at you so that's why angers me and makes me feel sad. I need to tell my story to everyone that could listen and identify with me.