Stassie's best friend -Sammy Wilkinson (s.w)-

Chapter 12

Vanessa's pov

"Waking up and feeling guilt is horrible at first being with Sammy makes me feel happy but even though I didn't really like stass that much she was still a good friend and nice to be its sucks that it was all lost for a guy"

I sighed putting my pencil down and shutting my thoughts book

It's just a book I say what I feeling it's private

I decided today to have a day without my phone so no drama I feel like these last weeks were just full of drama and I just need time

I say up removing my comforter leaving the cold air hitting my bare legs

My house is always cold for some reason not freezing or maybe because it's morning I don't know

I was wearing black booty shots and a black sweater from forever 21

I sat up letting my legs hang from the edge of my bed while I put on my socks

I walked to my bathroom and just got ready

20 minutes later

I walked out of my room downstairs to my kitchen and just got a apple

I sat on my couch thinking of what I should do without my phone im always on it

All these ideas were flowing and I got a knock

I walked to the door opening it

"Hey hoe" kyli said laughing

I laughed and rolled my eyes letting her in

"I called you like 100 times you never answered so I just came" she said going in my fridge looking for whatever

"Yeah I left it upstairs" I said have truly I didn't want to tell why I just don't want to explain it

I watched as she took out some food and sat across from me from the table

"How you doing though"she said sincerely sad

"I'm fine I wonder how stass is" I asked sadly

"She's fine I saw her just hitting on somebody today she never cares first she's crying now she's over it I know she still wants Sammy" kyli said scoffing at stass stupidness

I smiled I knew she was just tying to make me feel better

"So what are we gonna do today" she asked

"I'm so sorry I have to go do stuff" I lied

"Oh it's okay hang out tomorrow" she asked

I nodded we said our goodbyes and she left

I sighed sitting on the coach back to doing noting it's like I could hear my phones buzzing I really wanted To see everyone who was texting me

Fuck it

I got up went upstairs and got my phone seeing many messages from Sammy Stassie kyli and a lot more people

I decided to see sammys first

Sammy:can we talk

Sammy: it's been hours what are you doing

Sammy: are you okay

Sammy: I'm conning to check on you

That was sent 2 minutes ago so he should be here soon

I need to go

I walked downstairs fast getting my keys and putting on my black vans

I opened the door only to be faced with Sammy......

"Hey babygirl" he smiled

"Hi" I mutter under my breath
Every time he calls me that I still get butterflies in my stomach

"Why weren't you answering me" he asked looking down at his shoes

"Busy"I say simply

He nodded

"We'll just wanted to see if you were okay" he said fake smiling

"Come in" I signed hanging my keys

He walked in

"So what's wrong" he asked sitting down I sat beside him

"I feel a lot of guilt sammy" I whispered enough for him to hear me

"Babe it's okay" he told me
.
Lies lies lies

"Sammy I think we need a break stass is my Bestfriend and she is mad at me and I feel like I lost a lot of myself to be honest" I said not looking at him

"But" he said sadly

"It's for the best"I said

I looked at up and saw him

He looked

Hurt

Sad

I felt horrible but it's for the best

"You should probably go" I told him

He walked out still sad and I shut the door I wanted to cry but I kept it in