Memories Back Then♥

Well you guys this is like my first book so uhmm dont judge me if you dont like it then Stop reading the book but if you enjoy reading my book keep reading it. your probably like tf.? why did you name your book memories back. and to answer your question i named it that because honestly i like the song. lolol but here's an intro (; i hope you enjoy *Excuse all spelling errors im not perfect*

Well i guess ill start by saying my name is Renae Howard and im 19 years old. im mexican and black my mom is black my dad is mexican i never knew my mom, and as far as a dad gos i dont have one in my eyes i ran away from home when i was 14 about to be 15, the reason i ran away is because the night before my birthday my dad came in my room and said "I seen the way you been looking at me so tonight im going to give you what you been asking for, and honestly at first i was confused. so i asked him what was he talking about and he said i been giving him that eye that means i want to you know what with him. and for the first time in my life i was scared as hell of my father he has never shown me this side of him before and before i knew it he was walking my way trying to take my shirt and why i was trying to fight back he kept telling me stop fighting him hes doing this to show his love for me and even tho i was young at the time i knew that wasnt true so i start punching him and kicking but nothing worked. so i asked him are you high and he punched me saying "bitch i run this house i pay the bills here you have no rite to be asking me questions you ugly hoe. you think you cute walking around my house showing off all that ass. and wearing your hair to your ass like you just so fine. you been asking for my dick since you was 14 so now im bout to give it to you since you think you grown im bout to show you what grown women do. now bitch get on you knees and suck my dick" after he said that i got on my knees nd punched him in the dick after i hit him he fell and i took that as a sign to start running so i grabbed all the money i could and i ran like my life depended on it. i only had 100$ so i dont know how im going to survive, all i have is a dream and the streets to depend on now and honestly i dont think im going to make..................

Well hey guys wassup ? how did you like chapter 1? i hope you enjoyed it honestly lolol welp vote and comment i will update again later but until then  

peace,Love,And many blessings <3  

~Meriaa~

Ayye wassup yall i decided to update again since i have nothing else to do and since the books im reading isnt updated but yea anyway that last chapter was kinda good dont you think ? aha but ayye heres chapter 2 and again i excuse the mis spelled words or the words i forget to put because i type fast and wattpad be trippy man but here you go (: Enjoy

Ever since i ran away that night i have made a promise to myself to never trust no man or female because you never know when they will turn on you. And that was just a couple years ago but i still live by that saying. but now i have my own apartment and your probably like how are you paying for your apartment? and to answer your question i have a job. and even tho im not proud of what i do shit it pay the bills. and im a stripper and with all honesty i hate my job, all you see is thirsty men trying to pay for sex but i never had sex with any of the men because i dont want to catch anything and because like diamond off of players club said. make your money dont let your money make you. ! and thats my motto for stripping.! well my stripping name is Skittles i knoe stupid name Ritee but ayye i didn't come up wit it i didnt even want these niggas to know i had a name but everybody named me that cause my favorite candy skittles and because they say i make them wanna taste the rain bow ! i started working at Club Croc When i was about 16 because i didn't have any other way to make money so i had to do something. and ever since i was 16 i been here trying to stack enough paper to stop for good and on the real im almost to my goal and im happy as hell the faster i get out this hell hole the better , im putting my life on the line everyday in this job but i cant complain shit im making it..............

honestly im not feeling this chapter but ayye tell me how you feel (:

~Meriaa~

im sorry i been m.i.a. i honestly forgot i wrote this book but today i decided to update because nobody updates the books i like lolol but here you guys go dont mind the mistakes (:

I know all yall niggas been waiting all night to taste the rainbow but yall niggas better be balling cause she dont fuck with broke niggas but yall niggas make some noise for the Beautiful SKITTLES... The Dj of the club says

even tho i have been doing this for the longest i still get scared but once i walked on stage i put my fear to the back of my head and started dancing but once i heard Twista and Trey Songz "girl tonight" come on i started doing some of my best work because thats my shit. and the crowd loved my moves then i walked off stage to the crowd nd i gave some man a lap dance because i was really feeling this song nd i could tell the man was in love with my body and with my dance moves because he kept saying baby girl lemme take u to my house tonight but i ignored him and i grabbed my money and left because he was starting to creep me out.

After i got off work i went home and got straight in the shower because i felt so dirty i stayed in the shower for at least an hour or 2 but when i finally got out i dried off then i put my boy shorts that said STAR on the back and i put on my sports bra shit i wasnt going no where but to bed so i dont need to get dressed up. my long hair was getting my hair nerves so i but it in a messy bun. and once i got in the bed i went straight to sleep. When i woke up i was hella hungry so i walked my hungry ass down stairs and into the kitchen i was so disappointed when i opened my ice box and found nothing in there i cant believe my fat ass forgot to go get some food to cook shit i stay eating thats my im so surprised to see i have no food so now i gotta go to quick stop but first i gotta change clothes nd do this head of mine because i refuse to go anywhere looking any kinda way i dont give a fuck if im just going to quick stop.... once i walked in my closet i couldn't figure out what to wear so i put on some light blue  high wasted shorts with rine stones on the front and back pockets  and a pink crop top that said Fuck You Bitchs with silver glitter and i put on my silver necklace that was a bow on and i put on my stud silver ear rings, and i but my silver sandles i was looking i put my hair in a sock bun with Chinese bangs i looked dopeee asfff. after i grabbed my iphone 5 and my purse witch held my money in it i was out the door......

Once i finally found a parking spot i got out and walked into quick stop this story was packed asf today i guess everybody had a little grocery shopping to do, once i got my basket i went to the frozen meat area but on my way there i saw a little girl crying so i went to her and asked her where where her parents and she said they where at home so then i got confused wondering how tf did she get here, i guess she saw i was confused so she said i came here with my big brother then i asked her where was he and she told me she lost him in the crowd so i picked her up and i asked her her name and she said her name is Jazay so i told her to stay wit me until we find her brother and as soon as i said that a fineeeee light skin boy look like he about 19 or 20, he stood about 6'3 or could be 6"4 his waves sooo deep he was wearing some true religion jeans and a pink polo shirt with some pink polo shoes to match omg hes ohh so fineeee but he stoped my day dream when he asked me why was i holding his sister at first i wanted to cuss him out but then i decided to be nice because the little girl was to young to hear me cuss so i just said she got lost so i was gonna help her find you. he said his apology for being rude then he asked jazay why did she run off. after the third degree we said our good byes i also found out his name was Jay well i know thats not his real name but he wouldn't tell me his real name idk why but jay was trying to get my number but he had no luck idgaf how fineee he was he wasn't getting my number shit ion even know the niggah. but once i left quick stop i went home and cooked me some food cause i was hungry asf i swear i thought my stomach was talking to me but after i ate i went to sleep.....