I sin differently chapter 1
- Daisy Hampton
Everyone gets judged for something, i get judged because I'm gay. Well I haven't been judged yet because no one knows. Society makes it seem like gay is wrong and having a preacher as a father doesn't help or having a mom who fully supports him. I can't change even If I wanted to but they wouldn't understand. Love is love, although I might've just been born in the wrong body. No i was born in the wrong family.
"Daisy do you want a ride to school?" My mom yelled from the kitchen. I could barely hear her over the gospel music she blasted every morning.
"Sure" I yelled back after I finished applying my eyeliner.
I grabbed my bag which was way too heavy and headed down stairs. My mom was already going out the door while I walked faster to catch up to her. We both got in the car and she started driving to my school.
"How's your school work sweetie?"
"It's good"
"What about girls"
I froze and a lump formed inside my throat. Girls, did she know about me? How did she find out. No that doesn't even matter! What will she do to me? If my father knows he'll probably drown me in holy water and perform an exorcism on me.
"W-what do you mean?" I choked out
"You know girls always want to start trouble. I'm making sure you aren't in any of it"
I mentally sighed I was so relived.
"Oh.... Ha.. No mom I'm not having no drama related problems"
"Mhm better not girl, these girls today are crazy having sex before they're married, fighting over boys, saying they like girls, doing drugs, and drinking. They need to close their legs and open up their hearts to The Lord!"
My mood was ruined a little because of her comment about liking girls but i awkwardly smiled.
"Yea mom i know"
"You better not be doing any of that, actually your dad and I were talking and we think you should get a purity ring"
It's not like I was having sex any time soon they didn't approve of it so what difference would the ring make.
"Uhm."
"Listen you're 16 so I'm not gonna force you just know if you open your legs before your married your father won't be happy"
"Ok"
"Speaking of sex, what about boys anyone special?"
"No" I hated when she asked that question
"Your a beautiful girl, you have plenty of boys who want you but you never give them the time of day. What about Dylan?"
Dylan and I have known each other since we were in diapers. My mom and his are really close and she's always been pushing me on to him but I'm just not interested. He goes to our church every Sunday and basically kisses up to my father cause he plays the piano. Even my dad has asked me about Dylan and told me what a fine young man he is, and his strict ass still doesn't even want me to have a boyfriend.
"Ma.. I don't wanna talk about boys with you you're like 100"
She laughed as she pulled up to my school.
"Child I know more than you do about boys and I'm not 100 I'm 35"
I grabbed my bag and opened the door
"We both know you're 38 stop lying" I said smiling and closing the door.
I turned around and faced my school. It was time for the day to start and it was perfect because first period id see her.
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This is short because its a first chapter
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