I said goodbye to my friends then started walking home. The sky was so dark from all the rainclouds. It started to lightly drizzle, but I didn't walk any faster. I had a lot on my mind and I needed to just think for a while.
At the party tonight he had been there. I still had feelings for him... I'm not going to lie. I caught glimpses from the corner of my eye at him. He was looking at me the whole night. It was a confusing feeling. I miss him so much. But he'd hurt me so bad.
I should have listened to my friends. They had all warned me that he was bad news. But I'm a stubborn girl and of course I didn't listen to them. I played with fire and I'd gotten burned.
But even knowing now, what I didn't know then. If I could go back and do it all over again, I wouldn't have changed anything.
I had just entered the parking lot to my appartment complex. I was a few feet away from the stairs when I came to my final desision.
"I know I shouldn't. But I think I love him." I whispered to myself.
And that's when I heard the chuckle.
It was a deep voice that spoke to me from the darkness. My eyes darted back and forth in an attempt to locate the mystery man.
He was standing next to the stairs, and before I knew it, I was wrapped in big strong arms. I struggled to get away but it was no use. I was so weak compared to him.
I yelped, but silenced myself immediatly.
He smelled so good. I knew who was holding me now, and I was perfectly fine with that.
I whispered his name and wrapped my arms around his neck.
"I'm sorry I left you Sugar." He said quietly, his lips brushing against my ear.
I loved the nickname he gave me.
"But I can't get you off my mind. I've never met someone like you before. You're something really special. And I'm a complete fool for letting you go..." He sounded almost like he was crying now. His voice got so quiet at the end that it was barely a whisper anymore.
"Please forgive me." He breathed.
I stood on my toes and kissed him then.
Nothing else in the world mattered anymore.
It didn't matter that my friends would kill me if they found out.
I didn't care that my father would probably kick me out.
It was so irrelevent. Right now it was just him and me.
It was perfect bliss.
He pulled away to speak.
"So I'll take that as a yes?" He asked.
I smiled and kissed him quickly again.
"I just can't say no to you." I said.
He put his forehead against mine and we just stood there in our sweet embrace for what seemed like forever.
There is nothing beter than to be in the arms of the man you love.
