First of all, I think I'm human. I'm on the planet earth and I speak English and I'm pale. I know I haven't got a gender but I was born female. I also know I'm pansexual and my name is Oshi. Oshi chan. Cool name right? It's not my birth name, I just picked it because Oshi is my nickname and it's a non-gender name. I think I'm human because people say I'm human. I don't think I'm human because I have a special power. The power of numbness. I can't feel pain. Maybe I'm just dead but that's why I'm alien. I can't feel pain or any emotion apart from sadness. It's not any old sadness, it's a ongoing one. I guess you could call it depression but I don't know. I've never been diagnosed with anything other then insomnia and I'm a psycho. I have no friends and when I did, I was an emotion called 'happy' but I don't remember feeling that way. Their name was Li. But this alien needs to go. This all alien has to die, and that's going to happen to all of us but my death will come sooner. My suicide will be the best suicide known to us aliens. I'm going to torture myself until I feel pain. How am not going to do that? I'm going to fall in love. With my old friend Li.
